Chronic

Everytime I get upset about how 1TL Kishiar treated Yuder, I have to remind myself that I also would've probably been a selfish jerk to the people I loved if I was aware that my death was approaching at an alarming rate and I didn't want them to mourn me. And then I have to tell myself that Yuder is a better person than I am, so he was able to overcome his hatred for Kishiar with the love he came to understand that was already in himself for Kishiar. And then I have to tell myself that Kishiar probably feels 100× worse about what his 1TL version had done to Yuder than I do and is attempting to rectify all the pain and injustice Yuder had gone through, whether it was inflicted by him (even though it was technically not him who hurt Yuder) or by any other person. (Also, I am not trying to defend 1TL Kishiar's actions. All in all, they were very fucked up)