Le Christeeeeen

I take that back,i don't actually wonder what it'll be like because i don't want to know. But i guess I'll find out. Seriously like every relationship i have ends with the other party telling me they didn't like me a long time ago and they "stuck around" for this or that. Cool. But it's dishonest and it hurts more in the end. Like oh when you realize you don't love me and I'm not pregnant but then you finally give me the heads up when I'm six months along after you've asked me to marry you and gotten my son good and attached. This is why i deactivated my facebook, because i have no self control. At least nobody reads my tumblr

So i wonder what it'll be like to be twenty four with two kids by two different men;one who makes life hell and one who makes my heart ache and my brain a wreck

Why do you think destroying everything will get your point across? Seriously, i don't think i want to try anymore. I just want to hang out with my son for the next sixteen weeks and enjoy his short time left as an only child. Then i want like, a weeklong nap before having this baby. I kinda just want to be left alone other than my children... Grown ups make everything difficult and nobody is truly looking out for me and mine.

Ohhhh, it's 's erotic poetry tonight. That's why they keep talking about juices

At some spoken word thing with @gamsaray and my sister in law. This guy keeps telling me "i know you write, get up there and do something". Uhhh, nah. My white girl shit can't come out today haha.

I'm alive. I don't know how to tumblr anymore. I'll learn. I'm six months pregnant, a girl this time. Very happy.