Nyaaaaa-chan!~

.☘︎ ݁˖༘⋆ Hi! This is Choromatsu speaking. :D

I'm Nyaa-chan's biggest fan! I also have severe mental issues, I fear. This blog is for me to speak my mind freely. Just put my thoughts out there, you know? Maybe it's the kind of thing I needed after all...

Although... I heard people these days like pathetic men like me. Is that true? In any case, my inbox is open, if anyone wants to, uh, come by and say hi...? I can't promise I'll be normal about it, though.

⋆˚࿔ If you must know:

Yes, I am the actual guy. I am Choromatsu Matsuno IRL. I can't be out of character because I'm literally him I am wildly out of character sometimes.

Fave BLmatsu ship is OsoChoro! I need me a diehard OsoChoro Osomatsu-niisan to lewd me...

Pronouns are he/him. 🏳️‍⚧️

I'm an adult, and I'll post adult content here. I'm a creep and a pervert, but:

If you are underage in any way, shape or form, DNI.

DNI if you think idols are lame!!! They're not!!!

This is a roleplay / vent / fictive blog.

ADHD + Autism + Dismissive Avoidant = me. I'm a complete mess. Very bad at talking, but I am starved for human connection. Please, give me a chance...

The inbox is open for all kinds of asks, flirting (please?) and sexual harassment (please!). All is encouraged, especially if you're related to me. Do Not Quote me on that, I JUST WANT TO BEAT MY MEAT--

i don't really understand all that radqueer stuff, so neutral, but also. undeniably permahorny :(

As a big brother (to some), that makes me feel so bad and so good at the same time... Like, by all means, I wanna be gross and horny around them. My instincts scream at me to just do whatever the hell I want with them and deal with the consequences later. At the same time, I restrain myself because I should be good and set a proper example because I'm the older one...

Hi, Ichimatsu. I regret to inform you I think I just kind of... Died. Had to claw my way out of hell just to come back and keep posting on tumblr dot com.

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My life is a mess, Ichimatsu!! My stupid baka NEET life is so difficult for no good reason!!!! I feel so helpless and lonely!!! I hate living on my own!! I have to do everything myself or just die!!! Who cooks? Me. Who cleans? ME! Who does neither of those things within a timely manner? ALSO ME!!! So I just starve and live in a messy apartment forever!!!!

r/kitchencels. When my depression gets bad, I isolate myself from everyone and everything that brings me comfort for days at a time. Even after I gather enough courage to come back, the shame of not being present for people I care about subsequently stops me from trying to reach out again. So I live within a constant loop of loneliness and misery forever.