Chokeslam

We’ve never been so far apart. I could have imagined a million endings that weren’t this. It feels like I was never a king. Nobody has ever loved me as much, and never has it felt so real. Even right now from my icy grave, I can remember the way that her love felt. The warmth. I dream about her. Still, it feels like it never happened. Glory fades. Though I don’t think of her as much, I still feel…

I can listen to the songs she used to sing and not cry. I guess that’s a good sign. I miss her so badly sometimes. Other times I laugh at how highly I thought of her. I wish I sang to her more. I wish that I had thought of singing Beyonce karaoke when she was still around. Most of all, I wish the same exact thing that I have from the beginning of this break up. I wish there was a way for us to be…