evil princess babygirl

Amy is truly a godsend she was aghast at the amount of tension in my back and my calves! the first time in weeks since everyone in my head sat in silent calm!

trying to schedule my pilates classes at this point is a mental game I cannot quite understand 💔 to think so far into the future feels grueling rn 😮‍💨

sometimes your heart aches and it's because it needs to have a bachata sign wrap it in love once again. like jewelry in a velvet case with fluffy cotton for protection ❤️‍🩹

it is not easy being so irritable. it's really not easy to float in this never ending free fall unable to grasp onto anything concrete. will there be a soft thud when I land? a splat? will I be forced to hit the ground running? no. never that last one.

went to myeyedoctor after pilates to order myself some prescription sunglasses like truly enough is enough. I'm hoping that they will get here in time for the beach trip but it will be great to have them for the pool as well.

but also in my evil villain arc and it's literally me treating others a fraction of as terrible as they treated me. (since I'm a better person that's as low as my conscious will allow me to go)

my evil villain arc and it's literally just me listening to my nervous system and properly addressing the concerns.

I wanna get high but I want to do things too. damnnn. imma still get high tho. I have earned it.

at the dentist once again, low-key starting to love it here ngl. being told I'm beautiful and look good is such a fabulous feeling specially when there is brilliant woman with a giant needle injecting anesticia in your gums.

just laying here is okay too 🥺

really and truly so glad I cancelled my pilates class for today. ur girl really does think success = productivity = exhausting yourself. these lessons are part of the treatment too.

in all honesty, I am so tired wow. I know that taking the time to do all my doctor's appointments now will greatly benefit me in the future so we nap and we keep it moving!

in all honesty, I am so tired wow. I know that taking the time to do all my doctor's appointments now will greatly benefit me in the future so we nap and we keep it moving!