HE remembered
It was awhile since I last talk to you. I felt heaviness and pain since the last time. It might be from fear (of you not really loving me)… Or longing perhaps… Or probably disappointments… For not getting what I think I DESERVE.
But, do I really deserve anything at all? I’m sinful… But who isn’t? I’ve been inconsistent… And who’s perfectly consistent? I’m so distant…for quite a few weeks?… I guess it’s not that bad.
I keep rationalizing things… Weighing when it shouldn’t really be weigh… Or should I say, it cannot be weigh.
He bought me with his blood. It’s a done deal and there’s nothing that can surpass that. And no one else can ever do that.
I keep asking him, “but when Lord, when? I thought u love me. I thought u cared for me.” Then I saw this message…
Genesis 8:8 “But God remembered Noah and all the wild animals and the livestock that were with him in the ark, and He sent a wind over the earth, and the waters receded.”
This was the time when God swipe all the living things and He made a promise to Noah. The “GOD REMEMBERED” words struck me really hard.
God remembered (and I started crying)… He remembered Noah (but Noah is Noah! He’s good, obedient and faithful! –and I’m not!) but it did not end there… It says, He remembered Noah, and all the wild animals and the livestocks that were with him…(so what am I saying again?)
Okay! Yes Lord! You remembered even those things…even those wild animals (that we actually think, will bring harm on us rather than good!), He remembered! If He remembered those things, how can he not remember you?
I may not deserve anything at all. But because you are a promise keeper, whether I’m deserving or not, you’ll remain true to your character and nature….that you’ll keep what you promise… because of that, I’m grateful. And forever I will be.
