Senorita
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Ā Ā Shawn had been busy all week due to shooting the music video for his new song with none other than Camila Cabello. Shawn had been telling you all week how heās so excited for you to see the outcome of the video. You were just as excited for him, but you felt a little pang in your heart knowing he was going to be doing a video with someone as beautiful as Camila.Ā
Ā Shawn always made sure to tell you how beautiful and amazing you are. It was sweet of him to say, but when you have so many insecurities about your body and just your appearance in general, itās hard to believe kind words about said things. Camila was a beautiful girl who has a pretty good relationship with Shawn. She has also known him a lot longer then you had, so itās hard to believe that Shawn would want to be with you when there are people like Camila around him.
Ā The day had finally come for the music video to be released. Shawn wanted yāall to watch the video together so he could see your reaction. You got comfy on the couch and waited for Shawn to finish using the restroom. Once he finally came out, you pulled up youtube on your tv and clicked on the video since it was right on the trending page(of course).
āI'm so excited for you to see this babeā Shawn smiled from ear to ear looking at you like a little kid on Christmas. I kissed his cheek then turned my attention to the video. The video started off with Shawn looking hot as hell on a motorcycle with a leather jacket on.Ā ā Damn you look good,ā I said completely in love with this look he had going on the video. He blushes at that and says a quietĀ āthanksā.Ā
As the video goes on I start to feel a little weird watching Shawn and Camila on the screen. They have so much chemistry in this video and in-person as well. You've seen how they are with each other face to face as well and itās not hard to tell that thereās some kind of feelings between the two. Once the hotel scene came on, you had to excuse yourself.Ā
You quickly walk into the restroom and lock yourself in there. It was becoming too much seeing the two of them all over each other. You hear a knock outside the bathroom door.Ā
āY/n? Honey are you okay?ā
āY-yeah, I'm fine Shawn. Go back in the living roomā I literally wanted to cry of embarrassment from how Iām acting.
ā Was it the video? Look, Iām sorry. I should have told you that I was going to be somewhatĀ āintimateā with Camila for the video. I just didnāt want you to feel some kind of way.āĀ
I felt bad that Shawn felt the need to apologize for doing something he loves. Music. Part of being a musician is creating a vision for songs you write and thatās exactly what he did.Ā
I finally opened the door and came face to face with him.
āNo, Iām sorry. I let my insecurities get in the way and that wasnāt fair of me. Itās just hard to watch my man be all touchy with a girl thatās not me.ā I looked away as I said that because I felt pathetic for feeling that way.
Shawn grabbed my chin and turned me towards him.Ā
āYouāre the only one for me y/n. I donāt want anyone else and I mean that. Youāre the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. Grow old with. Make memories with. I love you y/n.ā
I was crying by the end of his little speech because I am emotional like that.
ā I love you too Shawnā










