Boys/Imagines

Warning: none

    Shawn had been busy all week due to shooting the music video for his new song with none other than Camila Cabello. Shawn had been telling you all week how he’s so excited for you to see the outcome of the video. You were just as excited for him, but you felt a little pang in your heart knowing he was going to be doing a video with someone as beautiful as Camila. 

  Shawn always made sure to tell you how beautiful and amazing you are. It was sweet of him to say, but when you have so many insecurities about your body and just your appearance in general, it’s hard to believe kind words about said things. Camila was a beautiful girl who has a pretty good relationship with Shawn. She has also known him a lot longer then you had, so it’s hard to believe that Shawn would want to be with you when there are people like Camila around him.

  The day had finally come for the music video to be released. Shawn wanted y’all to watch the video together so he could see your reaction. You got comfy on the couch and waited for Shawn to finish using the restroom. Once he finally came out, you pulled up youtube on your tv and clicked on the video since it was right on the trending page(of course).

“I'm so excited for you to see this babe” Shawn smiled from ear to ear looking at you like a little kid on Christmas. I kissed his cheek then turned my attention to the video. The video started off with Shawn looking hot as hell on a motorcycle with a leather jacket on. “ Damn you look good,” I said completely in love with this look he had going on the video. He blushes at that and says a quiet ‘thanks’. 

As the video goes on I start to feel a little weird watching Shawn and Camila on the screen. They have so much chemistry in this video and in-person as well. You've seen how they are with each other face to face as well and it’s not hard to tell that there’s some kind of feelings between the two. Once the hotel scene came on, you had to excuse yourself. 

You quickly walk into the restroom and lock yourself in there. It was becoming too much seeing the two of them all over each other. You hear a knock outside the bathroom door. 

“Y/n? Honey are you okay?”

‘Y-yeah, I'm fine Shawn. Go back in the living room’ I literally wanted to cry of embarrassment from how I’m acting.

“ Was it the video? Look, I’m sorry. I should have told you that I was going to be somewhat “intimate” with Camila for the video. I just didn’t want you to feel some kind of way.” 

I felt bad that Shawn felt the need to apologize for doing something he loves. Music. Part of being a musician is creating a vision for songs you write and that’s exactly what he did. 

I finally opened the door and came face to face with him.

‘No, I’m sorry. I let my insecurities get in the way and that wasn’t fair of me. It’s just hard to watch my man be all touchy with a girl that’s not me.’ I looked away as I said that because I felt pathetic for feeling that way.

Shawn grabbed my chin and turned me towards him. 

“You’re the only one for me y/n. I don’t want anyone else and I mean that. You’re the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. Grow old with. Make memories with. I love you y/n.”

I was crying by the end of his little speech because I am emotional like that.

I'm so lost on how to use this, but i'll learn

Warning: Somewhat sad

   I didn’t want it to end. I love him too much. Sure, things have been pretty rocky lately but that can always be fixed, right? At least that’s what I thought before Shawn brought up a divorce. We had been married for 5 years and had 2 beautiful children. A baby girl named Jasmine and a little munchkin named Jaxson. 

  It all happened out of nowhere.

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“ I just wish you would listen to me” I yelled. The kids were at my sister’s house so I wasn’t worried about them hearing us.

“ Oh my god! not this again.  Listen Y/n we are not going to marriage counselling. We don’t need that mess” he said as calmly as possible.

“ Shawn, we argue all the time and most of the time I don’t even remember who started it.” I was basically crying at this point. All these emotion were so overwhelming. I really want Shawn and I’s marriage to be strong like it used to be, but he’s being so childish for no reason.

“ Most of the time it’s you bitching over something so small. You need to get that stick out of your ass and chill out. What happened to the woman I married 5 years ago.” He whispered the last part.

That made you me snap. “ You know wha-” I couldn’t even finish before Shawn interrupted me with six painful words.

“ I think we need a divorce” he said. 

I couldn’t believe my ears. Shawn was actually suggesting a divorce. I hated that word. My parents got a divorce when I was 7 and it was the worst. Switching parents every week . That’s not something I wanted for our children, so I just walked out of the room and went into the guest room. And I stayed there for the rest of the night.

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Three days after that fight, Shawn and I still haven’t talked. It’s really hard not being able to talk to the one you love the most about your problems when in this case, they are the problem. 

  I was currently cooking up some spaghetti and meatballs when Shawn walked in with a big manila envelope in his hand. I didn’t really think much of it until he called my name.

 “ Yes Shawn?” I questioned. I was lowkey nervous about this whole situation.

  He scratched the back of his neck and asked if I had a minute. I turned the spaghetti sauce temperature down on the stove and walked to sit next to him. It took him about a good 15 seconds before he finally spoke.

“ I got the divorce papers”

Hi Guys! My name is Kasey and this is my new tumblr account. I’ve never written an imagine or a story or whatever , ever in my life so go easy on me in the comments. If you guys would like a part 2 plz let me know, and my request box or whatever it’s called on here is open.