瑞妮

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混血儿

17

I didn’t go to prom because I was scared of spending so much money on one night

now I look like a loser

im stupid

I couldn’t afford it anyways

when my family ignores me and then school administrators start ignoring me at some point it ends up being my fault

I’m so corny

I feel bad for my boyfriend

the person u love is a loser

and for my final trick I overdose and die

At the end of the day it’ll always be me alone in my bed

I hate myself

maybe if I was better they would like me

everyone would like me

if it wasn’t for my medication I would’ve killed myself by now

they’re always yelling

why are they all so angry

why can’t we just be happy

I don’t want them to be mad be happy

what am I doing with my life

I can’t do anything right at all

it doesn’t matter how much I wish or pray god isn’t real and he’s not gonna give me a new family

I feel so lonely sometimes

if they didn’t want me then why couldn’t they just get rid of me

this isn’t fair

why don’t they love me

some times it does feel like I should’ve been aborted

no one in my family truly wants me

it’s all conditional

it’s like they’re forgetting about me

do I not have feelings too

why can’t they think about me

what did I do wrong

why don’t they love me

thinking abt when me and daddy finally get our own place together and he could just stuff my cunt whenever I wanted

Being on his dick 24/7 and constantly being fucked by him sounds like a dream

going to bed and feeling daddy’s dick poke at my hole and eventually sliding in feeling him stretch me wide

or being woken up to his hands on my hips thrusting in and out of me and all I could do is js take it

I hate being so horny on my period