I'll crumble if this fades to black

I honestly do fuck with whiny emo because 99% of it lives in the space of "something went wrong/I made a social faux pas/I ruined a (platonic or romantic) relationship. and now the world is ending and I'm going to feel sad forever." which is really just what bpd is like

it sucks that emo is so unbearably white men because I've never seen another genre that consistently hits on those kinds of bpd feelings. not that there aren't artists in other genres that do, there absolutely are (nessa barrett and halsey in the pop space have been carrying me lately), but I can throw a stone and hit a midwest emo song about how their partner left after the singer overreacted about something and how it makes them a broken and unloveable person. and I don't earnestly believe this about myself and haven't for years nor do I condone heterosexual relationships, and absolutely think the singer is in the wrong and deserved to get dumped, nor even have I been in a romantic relationship that ended that way anytime recently, or more than once in my life. but god if I don't feel the emotional sentiment

also, importantly, finding entertainment in observing men suffering is cool and fun and an activity I recommend for everyone

I honestly do fuck with whiny emo because 99% of it lives in the space of "something went wrong/I made a social faux pas/I ruined a (platonic or romantic) relationship. and now the world is ending and I'm going to feel sad forever." which is really just what bpd is like

it sucks that emo is so unbearably white men because I've never seen another genre that consistently hits on those kinds of bpd feelings. not that there aren't artists in other genres that do, there absolutely are (nessa barrett and halsey in the pop space have been carrying me lately), but I can throw a stone and hit a midwest emo song about how their partner left after the singer overreacted about something and how it makes them a broken and unloveable person. and I don't earnestly believe this about myself and haven't for years nor do I condone heterosexual relationships, and absolutely think the singer is in the wrong and deserved to get dumped, nor even have I been in a romantic relationship that ended that way anytime recently, or more than once in my life. but god if I don't feel the emotional sentiment

*turns my attention inwards* mmmmm. no *turns my attention back outwards* oh god

repost if your not human

i think telling trans men they're not men in a way that counts is heinously transphobic actually. all these people are obviously transmisogynists as well but atp i'm marking them red for their good old fashioned transphobia too

i've fought cis people who were dear to me for saying shit like this, why should i tolerate it from shitty dudes who, adding insult to injury, aren't just saying it because they're parroting the transphobic background noise of the world rn but to actively deny they benefit from transmisogyny??? fuck all the way off. i'm so tired of people on my asks telling me i should give more grace to ""my community"". these people are not my community and if i could i'd spit on every one of their faces until i died from dehydration

lol can you tell i had a bad day at work

got banned. spread my bunny spores

kneeling trying to worship this tgirl who achieved apotheosis but she keeps asking me if shes annoying even though her radiant golden eyes can pierce through to the very depths of my soul. id hug her but im afraid her halo would burn me if i touched it