tinamy 4 eva

hiiii guys happy April ....

basically I am feeling like shit because I am finally feeling good about school again and feeling hopeful about the future but then I remember how bad I did last quarter and I feel like I blew my chances at success and getting a good job and especially getting into grad school and doing research. I look around and I just know everyone else is smarter than me and more self assured and compared to them I am and have nothing. I just try for nothing and I dont even try that hard and just complain when nothing works out for me.

guys I saw tinamy in nyc yesterday u don't understand how big this is for me!!!! I literally had to come back to Tumblr after three years to talk about this because no one gives a fuck

after they got in the car I did heart hands to them and they waved at me like they literally saw me and know I exist. I seriously feel like a freak for caring about this but I just love them so much and Tumblr is my little diary I love being a cringe fangirl!