♱ 𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁 ♱

“𝑾ℎ𝒂𝑡 𝒇𝑒𝒂𝑟 𝒂 𝑚𝒂𝑛 𝒍𝑖𝒌𝑒 𝒚𝑜𝒖 𝑏𝒓𝑖𝒏𝑔𝒔 𝑢𝒑𝑜𝒏 𝑎 𝒘𝑜𝒎𝑎𝒏 𝑙𝒊𝑘𝒆 𝑚𝒆.

𝑃𝒍𝑒𝒂𝑠𝒆, 𝒅𝑜𝒏'𝒕 𝑙𝒐𝑜𝒌 𝑎𝒕 𝑚𝒆 𝐼 𝒄𝑎𝒏 𝑠𝒆𝑒 𝒊𝑡 𝒊𝑛 𝒚𝑜𝒖𝑟 𝒆𝑦𝒆𝑠, ℎ𝒆 𝑘𝒆𝑒𝒑𝑠 𝒍𝑜𝒐𝑘𝒊𝑛𝒈 𝑎𝒕 𝑚𝒆.

SFW.

- sometimes he'll have you stand between his legs just so he can look you over and make sure there aren't any changes to your appearance, be it bruises, marks or a hair out of place.

- any "ailments" you have? he's the one patching them up. from a twisted ankle to a cut finger, he wraps an arm around your waist to stop you from squirming so he can check how badly you're hurt. he doesn't understand the dramatics over something so minor (in comparison to the gunshot wounds he's received), but he knows people experience pain differently.

- if he's away on "business", he'll call you from whatever motel he's at. he won't talk much, he won't even begin the call with a simple "Hello." but he lets you speak, he knows you miss him.

- he's no stranger to blood, of course. so when you're on your period, he'll shower you, or give you a bath. he changes the sheets without complaint if you end up bleeding on them.

- even though he doesn't enjoy hugs or holding people in general, he always lets you sleep on top of him with your legs straddling his hips and your head on his chest. even if he won't hold you, he finds this method easier to check how you're feeling.

- anton will set all of your medication out for you on your dresser so that you can wake up and take them immediately. he craves stability and despises emotional unpredictability.

- he never argues with you. he won't waste his time, because he knows he'll be right.

- he uses the coin toss just to scare you. he wouldn't even consider hurting you, (it'd bring him no satisfaction or enjoyment) but he loves the look on your face when he tells you to "Call it."

- he likes to be needed by you. while what you have isn't "love", it's obsession on both sides - he doesn't want you anywhere he can't see you. and you don't want to be anywhere without him.

- anton isn't one for apologies. if you try to apologise for something you've done, he'll either ignore you or remind you that it doesn't change anything.

- he doesn't announce his arrival or departure. some days you'll wake up and he'll be gone. some days you'll wake up and he'll be right where he was 6 hours prior to you falling asleep. it all depends on his mood (and his work, of course.)

- on the rare days that you are both outside together, he makes sure you don't attempt to start up any light conversations with gas station clerks or fellow customers. he keeps a finger hooked in your belt loops to pull you from aisle to aisle in a store.

NSFW.

- although anton will never cum on you, he will cum inside you (granted you're on birth control). one, for convenience, but two, watching his seed slowly pour out of you fascinates him. he wonders how long you can keep it inside of you before it does.

- he'll go out of his way to provide you with oral. he teels he has more control over you while he's eating you out than when you're having sex.

- when he's eating you out, he likes to be precise, if you prefer clitoral stimulation his mouth will stay on your clit until you ask other wise. if you prefer penetration, he'll add 2 fingers and curl them up to stroke your g spot.

- he doesn't initiate making out, in fact he doesn't understand the need for kissing at all. but when he does let you kiss him (usually during sex or while you're in his lap) he knows you can get a little too...excited. so, he always grabs your face with one hand, telling you to "Open your mouth." that way, he can control the kiss.

- to him, if his cock isn't painted white with your cum, he hasn't done his job. squirting is simply not enough for him.

- he's quite girthy and has a fair amount of size on him too, his cock curves upward which is perfect for not only hitting your g spot, but making sure his seed is buried inside you.

- anton isn't too enthused about receiving oral from you, not that you're not good at it, but it's a place of vulnerability for him. which he doesn't like. that being said, he won't refuse the feeling of warm lips wrapped around the tip of his cock. if you ask, he'll say yes. if you don't ask, you won't get.

- how swollen you get when aroused fascinates him. it's almost as if your body is naturally trying to entice him even more, to draw his cock into you.

- once you begin to whine about how much he's making you ache, and how you "can't take it”, his only method of soothing you while he fucks into you is to say "Give it to me." if you can't take it, then he'll make sure it's handed to him.

- he likes to watch you masturbate. it's something he finds intriguing. he wants to learn about every possible way that you can make yourself cum. he'll sit on the bed, just watching you. and ot course, you watching him, watching you - gets you off.

- while he wouldn't say he has "kinks" (he believes the term to be ridiculous, you either like things or you dislike them there are things that he does with you that would lean into the term kink :

- he's into medical play. with latex gloves on, he likes to perform his own version of a cavity search on you. with one hand, his fingers spread your lips apart, with the other his fingers pump inside of you, wanting to "check you over."

- dry humping is a thing. especially when you're both exhausted. having you sleepily grind against him gets him off so much because he enjoys primal displays of sexuality.

- although he rarely smiles, he gives a quick, small one when you hump his thigh. he compares you to a dog in heat. that's what you are to him.

- on a particularly stressful day, he fucks you so hard all you can do is stare up at him, mouth open as you take his cock. when he's pent up, he likes you quiet or at least trying to be.

- if he doesn't think you're trying to be quiet, he'll clamp a hand over your mouth, or place his thumb in there.

- he often tells you to "Shhh." while fingering you, he's not one for dramatic moans, but he does enjoy whines from time to time.

- when he returns from long trips, he doesn't need kisses, or sex to greet you, but he does in a strange way anticipate you begging for him to take you again. be it days or weeks.

PT. 1 :

SFW.

- he doesn’t enjoy holding hands, it’s something he’s never been asked to do and doesn’t plan to - but he will hold you by your wrist to get you in his car faster, or to get you inside before anyone sees either of you.

- he taps along to songs on his steering wheel occasionally, never humming, or whistling.

- even when you think he’s not listening to you, he is. he’ll pick up something you like and leave it on your bed, without you ever seeing him.

- he reads, a lot. usually literature from the early 1900s.

- you sometimes catch him muttering to himself in spanish, it’s where he’s most comfortable.

- he never tells you what he’s up to. it’s usually just “Work.” and you know what that means. but you can’t even begin to think about parting from him. it’s just who he is.

- if you’re upset, he usually just stares and waits for you to finish crying, or complaining. sometimes, he simply tells you to “Stop.” he knows you can handle yourself. he wants you to be strong.

- he doesn’t see any need for a partner in life. never has. but he gets satisfaction out of the fact that you need him. be it sexually, emotionally or physically. he knows you won’t leave.

- he keeps two diaries. one for daily accounts, 2 word shopping lists etc. and one for you. usually about your sleep schedule, or your actions. simple things like “Trouble sleeping.” or “Cried today.”

NSFW.

- sex wasn’t on your mind when you first met him. in fact, you weren’t even sure he’d had sex before. but that was how little you knew about him. having sex wasn’t a necessity for him, but once you two met, it became less of a chore and more about true release.

- he likes to silently watch as he pumps his fingers in and out of you, your slickness coating his hand. he doesn’t smile, or hum, he just watches, one hand holding you open with a small push of your thigh, the other pumping slowly.

- if you’re riding him, he doesn’t let you stop until your cum begins to create a pearly white circle around his cock. that’s when he knows you’re close.

- if he’s taking you from behind, he prefers to be lying down, holding your leg up with one hand, the other wrapped just around your chin (or throat, depending on what you ask for).

- your neediness for sex intrigues anton, you always get a short nod from him in response when you ask for pleasure.

- he’s not a big fan of the mess that comes with masturbation, or the idea of it being a regular occurrence. but, if he has had a particularly stressful day he may masturbate in his car, quickly, quietly. rubbing a palm over the tip of his cock until release. (speaking of, the tip of his cock is most definitely a light brown.)

- while he’s more one for grunting or soft sighs during sex he does whisper the odd “Good.” from time to time.

- if he’s thinking of you while masturbating, he’ll jerk his hips up, so his cock fucks into his hand, simulating sex and how he remembers it with you.

- while sex isn’t a necessity for him, and he doesn’t care for it very much, he understands how important it is for you, and your wellbeing, so he fulfils when you ask.

- he never finishes before you, in fact you have to beg him to finish anywhere other than on his own stomach. he doesn’t wish to make a mess of you in that way.

- despite anton not understanding the necessity of sex, there are some things he does care to see you do :

- ride him, your head low as you struggle to fight your own orgasm, your hands pressing into his stomach or chest.

- he’s a big fan of the babe in the woods act. the way you first looked at him when you discussed your sexual history and swore you’d never had sex before. he thinks about that often, to get himself off.

(sorry the sfw is so short, i couldn’t think.)

PT.2 :