自由靈魂

Well, it's already the second month of 2025 and I'm still unemployed. The job market is brutal and it's true. There's this one job that I'm really really interested in, not to mention it's very near to my place so there will be less commute time, they viewed my application on Monday but so far no next move from them yet. I really hope I can at least get a chance to attend an interview which will help me land that job. Besides that, I'm starting to apply to jobs that are further from my place coz I'm getting anxious.

God please help me to get a job in February. I really need the money and also I need to get a life. Waking up every day and not knowing what to do is really taking a toll on my mental health.

So I've finally landed a job before February ends!!! It's not my first choice but I'm just grateful that I'm no longer unemployed. What I look forward to most is probably seeing the money coming into my bank account by the end of the month. No more mornings waking up to nothingness and the shame I feel when people ask me what I do for a living. (I know I shouldn't be feeling this way but sometimes I just can't help myself)

Whether it's a big life change, a new project, or a chore you've been ignoring, it helps to remember that it's not a mountain, it's just a bunch of steps forward. Take one step at a time, and before you know it, you'll be on your way up!