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PINNED POST. well hello and welcome TO MY MELINA VOSTOKOFF/BLACK WIDOW/IRON MAIDEN ROLEPLAY BLOG from the marvel cinematic universe. this blog will be mainly MCU with comic and specially headcanon based. STABLISHED 18.04.2021. MY NAME IS CLAUDIA, you can call me clau, calu, mama, i don’t know. SHE/HER PRONOUNS. i’m latina, from uruguay so english isn’t my first language, bare with me. Find me on discord since I account jump a lot at MAMABEAR#6315 .

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THIS ISN’T THE MISSION. THIS ISN’T SUPPOSED TO BE A part of the assignment. Getting attached wasn’t the plan. But after three years with Melina, three years with these girls— their girls —the mission is coming DANGEROUSLY close to an end. They both know what will happen. They’ve been preparing for it. He has, Melina has, even Natasha. Only Yelena is blissfully unaware of how close they are to everything falling apart.

She says those three words in return and something swells in his chest. Perhaps love. Perhaps RESOLVE. Resolve to do something. His thumb brushes over her cheek and he leans in to kiss her. It’s brief and sweet and when he pulls away from her, his gaze is determined.

Alexei glances around the room, as though someone might be peering in on them, listening. But there’s no one. The contact they have with Dreykov is SPORADIC and carefully calculated. That’s the only way they’ve been able to keep their deep cover. Three years they’ve been playing house. Or that’s how it started. He’s not sure when the lines started to blur.

❝ There’s a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent. I spotted him a few days ago. We’re close and I think they know it. They just don’t know who. But we could…we could give them the information they want in EXCHANGE for their help disappearing. All four of us. ❞  His accent doesn’t waver. The mission isn’t over yet and if the girls hear them, they need to maintain the act.

SO  DANGEROUS,  UNKNOWN.  Perhaps,  she  is  aware  that  once  this  mission  is  over,  Dreykov  would  cycled  her  through  the  room  another  time,  emotions  are  not  something  they  enjoy.  He  thinks  that  what  he  had  done  would  make  Melina  wish  less  to  be  a  mother  but  in  reality?  It  only  made  her  crave  more  now  that  she  had  to  take  care  of  two  little  girls.  Dreykov  faked  their  marriage  and  union  with  Alexei  but  somehow,  the  lie  had  turned  into  a  reality.

It’s  the  General’s  fault,  she  wants  to  think.  A  handsome,  tall  and  strong  man  with  a  kind  heart,  and  Melina  is  the  best  widow  of  her  generation,  how  hard  had  it  been  for  their  union  to  be  one  of  partners  growing  closer?  But  Alexei  is  speaking  of  treason  now  and  she  has  a  streak  of  fright  at  the  idea  of  being  discovered  by  this.  Big  Brother  was  always  watching,  even  in  America.  “How  sure  you  are  that  they  would  help  us?  We  are  Russian,  Alexei.”  Enemies  in  a  geo-political  war  that  will  never  end,  it  feels.  

          resentment     becomes     a     constant     when     speaking     with     both     alexei     &     melina,     especially     when     speaking     about     THEIR     PAST     LIFE     together.     ohio     was     one     of     the     only     safe     havens     that     still     existed     in     her     head,     even     if     it     had     only     recently     been     brought     back     into     her     memories     after     BEING     SET     FREE.     as     much     as     yelena     liked     to     think     she     wasn’t     predictable     or     outwardly     open     about     her     emotions,     things     had     become     involved     in     too     much     of     a     FRAGILE     STATE     ever     since     the     fall     of     the     red     room.     reuniting     with     family     brought     back     a     set     of     emotions     she     was     unfamiliar     with     &     it     was     almost     scary.     THIS     WAS     HER     MOTHER.     it     always     had     been,     even     when     she     found     out     everything     was     staged.     sympathy     replaces     a     bitter     sense     of     anger     when     she     notices     the     injury     that’s     still     very     much     present,     fingers     curling     slowly     before     the     girl     is     nodding     once.     A     SILENT     NOD     OF     APPROVAL.          ❛        tell     me.        ❜          the     young     widow     starts     off,     gaze     casting     more     towards     melina’s     features     as     her     head     tilts.          ❛        have     i     always     been     THIS     EASY     to     read     ?        ❜          she     didn’t     want     to     be     alone.     not     after     their     reunion     &     not     after     realizing     that     people     needed     people.

“you  used  to  cry,  as  a  child.  even  for  the  tiniest  of  things.  you  wanted  attention,  which  is  not  a  bad  thing.“  and  considering  she  had  been  so  young  (  only  three  years  old  when  she  was  handed  to  her  and  alexei  for  the  mission  )  it  was  natural  for  a  child  to  want  that.  “and  you  do  this  thing,  like  a  pout,  when  you  want  to  hold  on  to  a  cry.“  she  does  it  now  still  and  a  part  of  melina  is  glad,  that  the  red  room  had  not  been  able  to  erase  it  all  from  her.  perhaps,  more  time  would’ve  done  such  thing,  like  it  did  with  her.  but  yelena  had  such  heart,  even  as  a  child,  it’s  not  a  wonder  that  even  with  the  training,  she  could  be  read,  specially  in  this  time.

hands  keep  on  massaging,  to  keep  the  injury  at  bay,  to  ease  some  of  the  pain  and  just  keep  on  focusing,  though  eyes  rise  from  the  ground  to  look  at  those  of  yelena.  “there  is  nothing  wrong  with  being  readable.  it  has  been  a  few.  .  .rough  days.  it’s  only  natural.”  they  had  all  been  emotional  to  one  distinct  level.  give  or  take,  no  one  would’ve  predicted  that  their  little  family  of  Ohio  would  be  reunited  and  shaken  everything  to  the  core.

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