21st of September 2016 It's been 3 years since I started working here in GSBPS Inc. and today is the first day that my shift is on mid - 1PM until 10PM to be exact. It's pretty weird. I usually wake up at 6:30AM or so when I was still in my morning shift and usually panic when I'm still at the apartment at 7:15AM. I woke up earlier at around 8:30AM and it was like I was thinking if I'm going to panic or what. It seems like it doesn't sinked in into my mind yet that my shift has been changed - with no enough time of preparation given. So here I am now. Done with few and simple tasks given for starters. I actually quite don't have anything to do except to read the matrixes and prepare myself for the upcoming trainings for medium to hard tasks. And by the way, we still need to stay until 11PM or so for the training for the special project. I have the choice wether or not to stay for the training. But since I would still be part of that special project, I'd chose to stay and be trained. A good decision, I believe. Sitting in my cube. Reading and trying to focus and understand the procedure. Drinking water. Eating biscuits. Waiting for the last break to come. Waiting for the special project training to start. Then my mind starts reminiscing and dreaming. I remember some time a year or two ago that I really want to get married. Each day after working on with my files, I look for some wedding themes, gowns, etcetera. I haven't found my Mr. Rigth back then but I still want to prepare for my dream wedding though. I was happy and really looking forward to it. Time goes by and nothing really stays the same and I'm pertaining to my situation. Transferred to different accounts, different teams, having different tasks and so my mind was not able to be consistent in thinking about my wedding. Not really a big deal. Time will come that I'm going to be married to the perfect man (a real man) that God made for me. But I wonder if I met the love of my life? Ciao. Ms. Wyne
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