making plans when happy and energetic ... then fall ill on the day of showing up

get a " fever " every other week

" are you sick ? u dont look sick tho "

convince others you are ill , not just lazy

" you're being sensitive, its nothing "

feeling better one day then way worse than ever the next

* wondering if it's evil eye *

*doctor : " you are fine " *

so many hobbies, not enough strength

biggest fear = no chair to sit down

even worse ? lab

mind : * what is wrong with me! *

sport ? count me out

physical energy levels have their own mood swings

* wasted teenage years *

TW : * wasted academic potential *