Aubrey's Blog

I WISH SCENE DIDN'T RELY SO MUCH ON FLASHING I'M GOING TO SCREAM

ready to explode (smacked my new industrial bar)

I feel like absolute ass emotionality after last night but in the cathartic way

losing my mind again

when i said i hated being angry all the time this was not an invitation to make me feel things like affection and pining

she/they but not in the way where i want you to use both pronouns equally... she/they as in my pronouns are she/her but don't forget i'm nonbinary when you address me

fuck, i wish i had people who care about me outside of my friends. friends are obviously important, but why can't i have a family that loves me too, huh? why can't i have that? what did i do to not deserve it?

I hate being a bpd holder I hate feeling nothing but anger and boredom and extreme emotions and i HATE when something makes me happy because it throws me COMPLETELY OFF BALANCE

i'm so fucking angry all of the time and i don't understand why misty wanted me to front and be temporary host replacement. fuck this. i don't want to do it.

kind of pissing me off that sunny got me interested in fortnite