‧˚꒰ 𝒸𝒽ℯ𝓇𝒾𝓈𝒽ℯ𝒹 ꒱༘‧

My worst nightmare has came true, i am now employed O_O

The summer lock in is NOT going well, went to the gym for 2 DAYS and I don't think i've ever been in this much pain in my entire life! I genuinely can't move >_<

anyways good night, everybody and pray that she doesn't end up in my dreams again

my current hyper fixation is line dancing; I went the other day and had so much fun! ^o^

I wish I knew how to flirt, because there's this guy in one of my classes and every time, I try to talk I just end up embarrassing myself O_O

chemistry may be the death of me >_<

and now im wayyyy to tired to even think

I'm trying to get back into writing! def a little rusty but I forgot how much peace it brings me ^o^

I really want to go thrifting >_<

I wish I had freckles! I honestly think they are one of the cutest features ヾ(≧ ▽ ≦)ゝ

I am so excited for summer! ヾ(≧ ▽ ≦)ゝ

I hate to admit this but, I really miss my ex best friend. Even though she was the one who hurt me, I can't help the sickening feeling of sadness I feel in her absence. I chase the high I had within our friendship in everyone else, but they don't fill the void. I don't understand, how I'm the only one affected by the loss of our friendship. She appears perfectly fine in my absence, so why am I not happy? Why don't I feel relieved? Countless times she made me feel less than, but all I want to do is talk to her. Which I won't let myself do because I know I will only get hurt again. It's just nights like these where I'm lying in bed and reminiscing on all the times we would stay on the phone for hours; just talking about anything and everything. I've always had trouble becoming too dependent on others, so inevitably my life had begun to revolve around her making the end much more painful. When she changed, I had tried to become adjusted to who she became but she was mean, really mean and had done things unforgiveable. Still, I had tried to forgive her but out friendship never recovered and now it doesn't even exist.

my fav hobby is honestly binge-watching edits of random men (✿◡‿◡)