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BASIC INFO ABOUT ME:

Name: Aeron (not real name) or chief running bird cause you racist degenerates seem to love it

Age: 14 (practically 15 atp)

gender: boy (afab)

Where I’m from: The United States

Racial makeup: European, native (Cherokee?? I’m not 100% on that), and African

what I identify as: white

religion: Agnostic

Democrat or Republican?: neither I’m more or less what one would call an “anarcho-communist”

NOT TCECE I just like t crime and effed up shit (idc if y’all follow me tbh)

music: I listen to lots of different music styles, my music tastes mostly consist of as of right now industrial music, goth rock, punk, indie pop, some aggrotech, metal, and more

favorite movies: z day 2003, we need to talk about Kevin, dtchsm, dance me outside, evil bong, dazed and confused, heathers, bang bang your dead, the blaire witch project, the last unicorn, my friend dahmer, sala samobójców (svcide room) children of the corn, the Texas chainsaw massacre, my cousin vinny, bowling for C0lumbin3, the craft, the crow, the virgin suicides, saw, and a lot more

favorite books: a mothers reckoning, girl in pieces, the catcher in the rye, perks of being a wallflower, my friend dahmer, hate list, the book thief, and more

other things: I’m neurodivergent, I’ve had a pretty shit time growing up so far of which has caused me to have a really hard time with the feelings of empathy, remorse, and guilt, so I may come across as an asshole since I have a hard time feeling those emotions, but I’m a chill person, if I like talking to you you’ll definitely know since I’m very different around people I like interacting with and people I don’t, but don’t be afraid to talk me me I don’t bite. I like dead things and weird things, I also like cats cause in a way they’re like me. Im very passionate on music and politics, my favorite bands are my chemical romance and KMFDM.

honorable mentions of people that are cool: @cedar-slaughter , @zeromilk1 , @pandacornprincesssappho , @creep1999-2 ,

I have no DNI, but I will say if you’re in the tc and you claim you have a “plan” or you’re just fucking weird and overly sexualize perps or the victims, I’m gonna have to block you that just makes me really uncomfortable :)

me. I do. My mommy does 🥲🥲🥲

I don’t think any deity though is capable of controlling how we as humans interact with each other I think the word is a shit place because of us and because of our decisions, yet that in a way seems to be common nature for us humans. Our understanding of good and bad comes from a concept that we have made, in nature these invisible laws don’t exist, in nature you live on instincts and nature isn’t a peaceful thing, it’s raw and fucked up just like us.

I don’t have any saying on what I think happens when we die, I don’t believe in heaven or hell, I think in a way we just cease to exist. Might it be peaceful, might it not that’s beyond our understanding and comprehension.

initially though I think life has absolutely no meaning, it’s purely up to you how you go on to live it and how you create one for yourself. At the end of the day we all die.

a lot of the time it just feels like I am stuck in my head and my body is on autopilot if that makes any sense at all. it started when I was 11 and when I was 11 that was going on and I had like these voices or personalities if that makes sense that would talk to be that never really went anywhere.

I still have something “similar” to that but now it’s mostly really intense repetitive and intrusive thoughts that won’t go away.

Idk it’s weird tbh I don’t know what i could even classify this as I just know it’s not normal.

this though is one the main things that started my journey with actual mental illness not my undiagnosed MDD I had when I was 10 yet that was the very beginning of it and that’s when I started realizing things for how they were.

I don’t know why I was depressed then I really do not remember.