basic-mistrust

My boyfriend surprised me with a necklace today and if you look through it, it says “i love you” in 100 languages

My boyfriend give me one too and he put this in a projector in the car and it’s the most beautiful date that I has been in my life. 😍

How do you move on? You move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back.

So I drank one, it became four, and when I fell on the floor I drank more. Nothing has changed, I still love you, I still love you.

Payaso

I hope, someday, I’ll be ready to let you go. I’ll find someone new, and I won’t push him away just because you might be coming back, and I couldn’t allow someone to be in your place if you decide to burst through my front door again. I’ll write poetry about the flowers or the wind or the trees without somehow relating them to your fingers or your breath or your mouth. I’ll stop skipping the songs that don’t remind me of you, and my playlists will no longer be ballads dedicated to the love you could never give me. My friends will stop looking at me with sad eyes when I tell them ‘I know I said last time was the last time, but this is really the last time’. I’ll stop drinking vodka and cheap beer to try and remember the taste you left on me all those nights we didn’t know how to stop. I hope, someday, your name will not be lodged in the back of my throat anytime someone mentions love.

Sometimes I grow so tired of speaking my emotions to you. I open my mouth and dust spills out instead of feelings.