charathejoy

Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.

“It’s okay not to feel alright; wanting to give everything up. Having bad days and thinking that you’re not good enough. Feeling so sad you can’t even get out of bed. Pushing everyone away and feeling alone. It’s okay not to be okay because, honey, in the end the sun will rise and so will you.”

“I take great care of myself by carefully shutting myself away”

“I am someone who has a cold heart. If I am beside a great grief I throw barriers up so the loss cannot go too deep or too far. There is a wall instantly in place, and it will not fall.”