Smoki

in the same way that we can’t control when or by what our heart breaks, if we get sad or angry or confused, the same way we can’t control what makes us burst into laughter or try to fight back a smile.. we cannot control who, when and where we fall in love. if someone doesn’t reciprocate your feelings, do not point fingers and put the blame on them, ‘cause it’s not their fault. it’s not your fault either. it’s nobody’s fault. is it sad? yes. are you allowed to feel heartbroken? of course, you have every right to. but do not blame someone for something they cannot control. this also applies if someone falls out of love with you or their feelings for you fade away. people are allowed to end things with you. people are allowed to not feel the same. i know it hurts, it really does and if you are heartbroken you should take good care of yourself and focus on healing your heart! whether it’s a secret crush, a fling that changes their mind or a relationship that’s ending, don’t blame yourself and do not blame them either. it’s nobody’s fault. sometimes life just has other plans for you.

So many thoughts but don't know how to compose them into words

imagine having someone secretly loving you and thinking about you all day long

At the end of the day I'm good. I'm not perfect but my intentions are good and my heart is pure.