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“He doesn’t care about interpersonal things he just cares about getting stronger.”
False. Are we gonna bypass how he was the only one to speak any sense when Usopp left the crew? You have to be emotionally aware and intelligent to note that Usopp shouldn’t just be welcomed back with opened arms. His loyalty to Luffy also speaks to interpersonal relationships.
“He always wants to be in charge.” Wrong, again. He has never cared to be in charge. Being voice of reason does not mean he wants to take Luffy’s place as Captain. And if you think for one second Luffy is gonna make rational, logical choices you are wrong there too! There was a line in Fishman Island when Luffy demonstrates Conquers Haki for the first time, and Zoro says something along the line of that he wouldn’t expect less from his captain otherwise he’d have to step down. That wasn’t him saying he’d take his place. That was literally him displaying not only how proud he is, but the expectations he has for Luffy.
Zoro has a big ego, yes. But to even go as far to say “every time he gets lost he blames everyone else. He can’t self reflect cause his ego is too big.” That is a sorry argument, it’s a gag that he’s clearly embarrassed by. I’ve even seen a theory where someone said that he had good direction before he wielded Sandai Kitetsu. I mean he was a pirate hunter before then, did he just wander around until he came across them? And if someone like Zoro can see how other people’s decisions and mistakes can impact the crew, he can sure as hell own up to his own and learn.
I think you sir have misunderstood his character entirely. One of his flaws is that he puts too much pressure on himself. And it’s not just for him anymore, that changed. He grows stronger, not just because of his dream, to make sure Luffy can achieve his dream too, to make sure the rest of the crew is safe, and he’s proven that he’s willing to die for it. The prime example being Thriller Bark when he absorbed Luffy’s pain and no one else was strong enough to.
Am i saying Zoro is flawless? No. He’s incredibly stubborn, a short temper, he’s loyal to a fault (while loyalty can be great, sometimes it can overshadow other things that are important if you allow it) and arrogant (and i can’t even blame him for being arrogant he can back it up lol).
Edit:
Oh now i’m absolutely fucking annoyed. You really think Zoro who is calm in serious situations that he would give into his rage and beat Sanji for what Luffy allowed to happen? That he would just step in and not understand why Luffy let Sanji beat his ass on whole cake island? (WHEN HAS ZORO EVER GIVEN INTO RAGE DURING A FIGHT?!) But then turn around and in the same breath go, “it’s impossible to tell what Zoro would’ve done.” THEN WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE DEBATING ABOUT?! This is how i know people don’t fucking read and have no grasp on who Zoro is as a character!
KENTO x F. READER ⬩ HEADCANONS ⬩ MATURE ⬩ 5.5K WORDS
— bruise / hymn —
THE DOOR // premise
Nanami Kento does not love loudly. He makes staying possible.
THE LOCK // content notes
Established relationship, canon-compliant emotional logic, mature themes, sorcerer work and burnout, sensory regulation written with care, quiet intimacy, no smut.
THE FILE // summary
A headcanon set about the careful, exacting devotion of a man who refuses to romanticize suffering, but still chooses love with the full weight of his remaining faith.
THE CONTINUITY // reading order
Standalone baseline for Nanami’s practical devotion continuity. Companion aftermath: The Arithmetic of Staying.
THE PALETTE // motifs
pressed shirts ⬩ warm brass ⬩ black tea ⬩ folded towels ⬩ receipt bookmarks ⬩ office at dusk ⬩ love as a structure that holds
— ❖ —
Nanami Kento does not fall in love impulsively.
He arrives at love the way he arrives at every serious conclusion: reluctantly, honestly, and only after the evidence has become impossible to ignore.
At first, he treats his awareness of you as an inconvenience to be managed. Not because you are inconvenient, but because wanting anything too openly has always felt, to him, like leaving a door unlocked in a dangerous neighborhood. He notices you early, and then he notices that he is noticing, which irritates him far more than your existence ever could.
You are not loud when you enter a room. That is the first thing that draws his attention, though he would never describe it as drawing. You simply occupy space with a kind of quiet deliberation he recognizes. You look before you speak. You track exits without making a performance of vigilance. You listen to the shape of conversations rather than merely the words inside them, and when someone interrupts you twice, your face does not change, but your gaze does. It cools by a precise, nearly invisible degree.
Nanami notices that.
He notices the way your thumb presses against the smooth curve of your nail when the room grows too bright. He notices the careful warmth of your jewelry, the heavy gold at your fingers and ears, the way it sits against your brown skin like it belongs there rather than decorating you from the outside. He notices the dark weight of your curls when they are pinned up with a claw clip, ringlets escaping anyway, stubborn and alive around your temples and the nape of your neck. He notices that you dress as if texture matters: soft knits, dark skirts, oversized layers, boots sturdy enough to leave without hesitation.
None of this is romantic at first. He tells himself this with firm internal authority.
It is simply information.
Nanami has always respected information.
The first real conversation between you happens after a meeting neither of you wanted to attend. The room is too warm, the overhead lighting is unforgivable, and three different people have spent forty minutes using many words to say almost nothing. You sit at the far end of the table with your arms folded, one boot tucked behind the other, your nails clicking once against a gold ring before going still.
Nanami does not miss the single click.
When the meeting ends, everyone leaves with the forced relief of people pretending their time was not just wasted. Nanami gathers his notes with efficient displeasure. You remain seated for a moment longer, blinking slowly at the empty doorway.
“That was forty minutes of procedural vanity,” you say.
Nanami pauses.
It is not the remark itself. Plenty of people complain. Most people complain badly, with too much heat and not enough accuracy. What stops him is the specificity.
He adjusts his glasses and looks at you properly. “That is a generous description.”
Your eyes move to him, steady and dark with the kind of exhaustion that has teeth. “I was being polite.”
Against his better judgment, the corner of his mouth shifts.
It is not a smile. Not yet.
But it is the first concession.
— ❖ —
I. THE PRACTICAL SHAPE OF CARE
Nanami’s affection begins as correction.
Not of you. Never of you. He does not treat you like a problem to be improved, and the first time someone mistakes his attention for managerial instinct, he gives them a look so flat and professionally lethal that they never make the mistake again.
His corrections are environmental.
The café you both end up frequenting has one table near the back where the overhead bulb flickers irregularly. The first time you sit beneath it, your voice goes slightly thinner after twenty minutes. You do not complain. You are speaking about a book you have been reading, one hand wrapped around a mug, the other slowly turning the ring on your index finger. Nanami listens with his usual composed focus, but his eyes lift once toward the light.
The next time you meet there, he has already chosen a different table.
“The other one was available,” you say, unwinding your scarf from your neck.
“Yes,” he replies, pulling out your chair without flourish. “And unsuitable.”
You look at him.
He takes his own seat, perfectly calm, as if he has not just rearranged the world by six feet and expected you to notice.
“Unsuitable,” you repeat.
“The light flickers.”
Your fingers still on your scarf. For a second, your face does something small and unguarded, a door cracking open before you pull it back into place. Nanami sees it. He does not comment on it, because he is not cruel, and because he understands that being accurately perceived can feel like being touched without warning.
He simply opens the menu and says, “The tea here is oversteeped. I would recommend the coffee.”
That is how he gives tenderness room to survive: by placing it beside something ordinary.
Dating Nanami means realizing that he has been taking notes long before he admits to taking anything seriously. He learns the timing of your hunger because your focus turns brittle when you forget to eat. He learns that you can tolerate crowded trains better if you have one ear covered and one hand free. He learns that you prefer black tea in the morning, ginger when your system feels unsteady, and water handed to you without commentary when you have been speaking for too long and forgotten your own body.
He does not say, I am worried about you, unless the moment requires the words.
He says, “You have not eaten since eleven.”
He says, “Bring a jacket. The temperature will drop after sunset.”
He says, “We can leave now, or in ten minutes. I would not recommend longer.”
It should sound clinical. From anyone else, perhaps it would. From Nanami, it becomes a kind of shelter.
He is not interested in making you dependent on him. The thought would offend him. Dependence, to Nanami, is often what careless people create when they want to feel necessary. He has no patience for that. His care is designed to return you to yourself, not make himself the center of your functioning.
If the world has worn you thin, he does not crowd you with concern. He makes the apartment quieter.
The first time he sees you enter shutdown, he does not handle it perfectly. He handles it carefully, which matters more.
You are in his kitchen when it happens. The day has been too loud from the beginning: train announcements overlapping, rain hitting the platform roof in sharp metallic bursts, a colleague speaking too close to your ear, the cheap seam inside your sleeve rubbing against your wrist until your skin feels inhabited by static. By the time you reach Nanami’s apartment, your words have already started leaving you.
He notices before you explain.
You stand just inside the doorway, one hand still on the strap of your bag, your gaze fixed somewhere near the floor. Your curls are damp from the rain, a heavy strand caught beneath the strap and tugging faintly against your shoulder. Normally, you would free it. Tonight, you do not seem able to organize the movement.
Nanami sets down the dish towel in his hand.
He does not approach immediately.
“Lights?” he asks.
The question is quiet and plain, shaped so that answering will not cost much.
You close your eyes once.
He turns off the overhead light. The kitchen falls into the softer amber of the lamp near the counter. He waits. When your shoulders lower by a fraction, he notes it, then moves to the kettle and turns it off before it can begin its high, needling whistle.
“Same room or separate?”
Your mouth opens. No sound comes. Your thumb presses hard into your palm, the smooth acrylic edge of your nail forming one clean point of pressure.
Nanami looks at your hand, then back to your face.
“You can point,” he says.
You point toward the living room.
“Same room,” he confirms.
Only then does he step closer, stopping at a distance that gives your body room to refuse him. “May I take your bag?”
You nod.
He lifts the strap from your shoulder with a care so exact it almost hurts to notice. His fingers find the trapped curl and pause.
“Your hair is caught.”
You nod again, smaller this time.
“May I?”
Another nod.
He frees the curl slowly, not because it is fragile, but because trust is. The strand slips loose and falls against your collarbone, damp and heavy. Nanami’s hand withdraws immediately after. No lingering. No silent demand for gratitude. He simply sets your bag down, guides you to the couch without touching you again, and places a glass of water within reach.
Then he sits in the chair across from you with a book he does not open.
The silence holds.
It is not absence.
It is architecture.
— ❖ —
II. THE BOUNDARY AS DEVOTION
Nanami does not confuse love with access.
This is one of the first reasons you trust him.
He has boundaries so firm they almost have weather. Work ends when work ends, unless something catastrophic prevents it. Phone calls are answered honestly or returned when he is able to be present. If he is upset, he does not make the room guess. If he needs time to think, he says so directly and gives a window for when he will return to the conversation.
The first time he tells you, “I need twenty minutes before I can answer that fairly,” you do not know what to do with yourself.
You are used to silence being a punishment. You are used to people vanishing into their own moods and expecting you to interpret the weather. Nanami does neither. He stands in your kitchen, tie loosened, sleeves rolled to his forearms, jaw tight with fatigue, and still gives you the dignity of an explanation.
“Twenty minutes?” you repeat.
“Yes.”
“And then what?”
His brow creases faintly, as if the answer is obvious. “Then I come back.”
You look at him for a long moment. He holds your gaze, steady and tired and entirely present.
“Okay,” you say.
He comes back in eighteen.
Nanami’s honesty is not blunt in the careless way people praise when they want permission to be cruel. His honesty has manners. It has structure. He will tell you the truth, but he will not throw it at your feet and call the impact your responsibility.
If he thinks you are wrong, he says so.
Privately.
Specifically.
With enough context that you can understand the shape of his concern rather than merely feel corrected.
“I don’t think you were being fair to yourself in that conversation,” he tells you one evening, setting a mug beside your elbow.
You look up from where you sit curled into the couch, one knee tucked beneath you, your book lying open but unread in your lap. “That’s a very careful way of saying you think I let her talk over me.”
“Yes,” he says.
Your mouth tightens.
He sits beside you, not too close. “I am not criticizing you for choosing restraint. I am asking whether it was a choice or a reflex.”
That is the terrible thing about Nanami. He is often right in ways that do not allow you the comfort of indignation.
You turn your ring once, jaw shifting. “I didn’t want to make it difficult.”
“It was already difficult,” he replies. “You were simply the only one paying the cost of keeping it pleasant.”
You hate him a little for that sentence.
You love him more for it.
He does not enjoy conflict, but he respects what honest conflict protects. The difference matters to him. Avoidance lets rot gather under the floorboards. Cruelty burns the house down to prove there was mold. Nanami wants neither. He wants the board lifted, the damage named, and the repair done properly before anyone pretends the room is safe to stand in.
When you withdraw during an argument, he does not chase you across the apartment demanding resolution on his timeline. He asks one question: “Are you leaving the conversation, or taking time to return to it?”
The first time he asks, it stops you cold.
You are standing in the hallway with your arms wrapped around yourself, your sweater bunched in your fists, the seams rough against your palms. Your pulse is too fast. Your thoughts are arriving in overlapping strips, none of them useful yet.
“Taking time,” you manage.
He nods once. “How much?”
“I don’t know.”
“Then I’ll check in after thirty minutes. You can ask for more if you need it.”
You stare at him.
He remains where he is, posture straight, face composed, giving no indication that your silence has injured him. It is not that he does not feel. You know by then that he feels deeply, perhaps more deeply than he finds convenient. But he does not make his feelings your emergency while you are trying to find language.
That is how Nanami loves in conflict.
He keeps the door visible.
— ❖ —
III. THE QUIET MATHEMATICS OF TOUCH
Nanami touches like a man who understands consequence.
There is nothing casual about his hands.
Not because he is stiff or passionless, though people who do not know him well often mistake restraint for lack. Nanami is not lacking. He is measured. He has spent too much of his life watching carelessness become injury to believe that intention alone is enough to make contact safe.
The first time he reaches for your hand, he does not lace your fingers together immediately. He offers his palm between you on the table, open and still beside your cooling tea.
You look at it. Then at him.
His expression does not change, but something quiet waits in his eyes.
“You’re making this very formal,” you say.
“I am trying not to make it presumptuous.”
Your throat does something inconvenient.
You place your hand in his.
His fingers close around yours with steady warmth. Firm, but not possessive. Present, but not trapping. His thumb rests along the side of your index finger, brushing once over the smooth edge of your ring before going still.
“Is this all right?” he asks.
“Yes.”
“Good.”
He says it simply, but his shoulders ease by a fraction, and that is how you learn to read his relief.
Nanami is not publicly demonstrative in the expected way. He will not drape himself over you in crowded rooms, nor make a performance of claiming what is already freely given. Possessiveness, to him, is often insecurity wearing expensive shoes. He has no interest in humiliating either of you for the sake of proving something to people whose opinions he does not respect.
But he is not distant.
His presence is precise.
A hand at the small of your back when guiding you through a crowded station. Two fingers at your wrist when he wants your attention but does not want to startle you. His shoulder angled slightly forward when someone steps too close, not blocking you from the world, but giving your body a clear line of shelter if you choose to use it.
If someone speaks over you, Nanami lets you decide whether to correct them. He watches, though. The attention becomes visible in the stillness of his jaw, the faint narrowing behind his glasses, the way his body turns slightly toward the speaker with professional calm that should worry them more than it does.
If you handle it yourself, he says nothing until later.
Then, while washing dishes beside you, sleeves rolled up and tie already removed, he says, “You handled that well.”
You glance at him. “That almost sounds like praise.”
“It is praise.”
“You could make it sound more like praise.”
“I could,” he agrees.
You wait.
He dries a plate with infuriating composure. “I won’t.”
The laugh leaves you before you can stop it, sudden and bright. Nanami looks down at the plate, but not quickly enough to hide the small satisfaction at the corner of his mouth.
In private, his affection deepens into weight.
He likes the ordinary intimacy of shared space more than grand romantic gestures. You reading with your legs tucked over his lap. His hand resting warm and broad over your ankle. The steady press of his thigh against yours at the kitchen table. Your curls spilling over his shoulder when you fall asleep against him during a film, heavy enough that he has to lift them gently away from his mouth before he can speak.
One evening, you are reading beside him on the couch when your ring catches on a loose thread at the hem of your sweater. You tug once, absently, but the thread pulls and the knit puckers. You make a small, irritated sound.
Nanami looks over.
Without a word, he sets his book down, reaches across, and takes your hand. He examines the caught thread with the same grave focus he brings to matters other people would consider more important. His fingers are careful, warm against your knuckles as he works the thread free from beneath the band of your ring, not cutting it, not snapping it, but easing it loose so the knit lies flat again.
“You could have just pulled it,” you say.
“That would damage the sweater.”
“It’s an old sweater.”
He smooths the hem once with his thumb, then releases your hand. “I take anything attached to you seriously.”
You stare at him.
He returns to his book as if he has not just rearranged the room.
Nanami does not flirt often, which makes it significantly worse when he does.
His compliments arrive with the calm devastation of a signed document. No excess. No dramatics. No softening for your survival.
“That color suits you,” he says one morning, glancing at the dark olive of your sweater while fastening his watch.
You look down at yourself, then back at him. “That’s all?”
“Would you like more?”
The question is so evenly delivered that you almost miss the warmth beneath it.
“Maybe.”
He steps close enough for the scent of coffee and soap to reach you. His fingers touch the edge of your sleeve, straightening a fold near your wrist. “It makes the warmth in your skin more noticeable,” he says. “And I like when you wear things that look comfortable enough for you to forget I’m watching.”
Your mouth opens.
Nothing useful comes out.
Nanami’s thumb smooths once over your sleeve before he steps away. “Was that sufficient?”
You consider throwing something at him.
Instead, you say, “You’re late for work.”
“No,” he replies, picking up his bag. “I accounted for this.”
— ❖ —
IV. THE WEIGHT HE CARRIES
Nanami’s exhaustion has edges.
It does not sprawl. It does not make itself everyone else’s problem. It enters the apartment with him at the end of the day, removes its shoes by the door, hangs its jacket properly, and stands in the kitchen with one hand braced against the counter while Nanami closes his eyes for exactly three seconds too long.
You learn the signs.
The knot at the hinge of his jaw. The faint imprint of his glasses at the bridge of his nose. The way his shoulders remain squared even when the rest of him is almost painfully tired, as if posture alone can keep a person from collapsing into what the day took from them.
He does not complain about work in the ordinary way because complaint, to him, has to serve a function. If he is naming a problem, it is because the problem requires action or witness. Otherwise, he would rather remove his tie, wash his hands, and stand under the shower until the heat has stripped the day from his skin.
There are evenings when he comes home smelling faintly of rain, dust, and cursed residue, though he has cleaned himself before entering your space. That is how you know it was worse than usual. Nanami is careful with thresholds. He does not bring the work inside if he can help it.
But some things cling.
On those nights, you do not ask, “Are you okay?”
The question is too large and too useless. He is not okay in the way people mean when they ask that. He is alive. He is home. He is standing in front of the sink with water running over his hands long after the soap has gone. Those are the facts.
Instead, you turn the lamp lower.
You put the kettle on before he asks.
You set out the mug he prefers, the one with the slight chip near the handle that he refuses to throw away because it remains fully functional.
When he finally shuts off the water, he looks at the mug, then at you.
“Thank you,” he says.
It is not small from him.
Nothing he gives honestly is small.
Nanami hates overtime with a moral intensity that borders on sacred. People often find this funny until they understand him poorly enough to laugh. It is not laziness. It is not pettiness. It is his refusal to worship a system that would consume him without even producing gratitude as a byproduct.
He believes time matters.
Your time. His time. The stolen years of young people sent into danger by adults who should know better. The quiet evening hours that remain after the worst parts of the world have taken their share. He protects those hours with the discipline of a man guarding a candle in bad weather.
When he says, “I am off the clock,” it is not merely about work.
It is a declaration that life must exist somewhere outside suffering, or suffering wins everything.
That is the part of him that aches most to witness: not the restraint, not the dry humor, not even the exhaustion. It is the stubborn, battered insistence that ordinary life deserves defense.
He buys bread from the bakery near the station because you once mentioned the crust there had the right texture. He keeps a second umbrella by the door because weather should not become a crisis. He folds dish towels in thirds. He sends you messages that look painfully simple from the outside: Train delays on your line. Take the north exit instead. Or, Dinner at seven, if that still suits you. Or, I saw something ridiculous and thought of you.
The ridiculous thing is usually not ridiculous at all. A dog in a raincoat. A bakery sign with a spelling mistake. A cursed little mascot outside a convenience store with eyes too empty to be trusted.
He sends them because he knows the world becomes easier for you when it has specific points of texture.
He sends them because he is thinking of you.
The first time he writes those exact words, you stare at the message for so long your tea goes cold.
I was thinking about you.
No ornament. No performance. No attempt to make the feeling more elegant than it is.
Just the fact, placed in your hand.
— ❖ —
V. THE DARKNESS IN THE ROOM
There is a hard part of loving Nanami that has nothing to do with whether he loves you back.
He does. By the time you understand that, the evidence is everywhere — in the tea, the second umbrella, the careful pressure of his hand at your back when the station platform crowds too close. You do not doubt the love. You have never doubted the love.
The hard part is that the man who folds towels in thirds and sends you photos of dogs in raincoats also walks out the door every morning toward something that could kill him, and he does it knowing exactly what it costs.
He is not naive. He does not possess the bright, reckless idealism of someone who believes courage makes danger clean. He knows the system is exploitative. He knows children are fed to it. He knows good people die badly, sometimes without meaning, sometimes without witness, sometimes because the adults in charge made a calculation and called it necessity.
He knows all of this.
He went back anyway.
That truth sits between you on certain nights like a glass set too close to the edge of a table.
You do not ask him why in the beginning. Not directly. You are too careful with him, and perhaps too careful with yourself. Instead, you ask smaller questions that circle the center without touching it.
“Do you regret leaving the salaryman job?”
Nanami is at your kitchen table, sleeves rolled up, glasses set beside his untouched tea. He has been quiet for several minutes, not in a way that asks to be interrupted. The light above the stove casts a muted gold line along his cheekbone. His hands rest flat on the table, broad and still.
“No,” he says.
You turn your ring once. “Do you miss it?”
“Also no.”
“That was fast.”
His mouth tightens faintly. Not quite a smile. “It was a simple question.”
“I don’t think it is.”
He looks at you then, properly. Behind the tiredness in his face is something older than the day, something sanded down by use but not gone.
“I miss what it represented,” he says. “Predictability. Boundaries. A life in which my labor was unpleasant, but rarely fatal.”
Your throat tightens.
He looks down at his tea. “But it was still labor in service of something empty. Different machinery. Less blood.”
The quiet after that is difficult.
You feel it in your body: the heaviness at the base of your throat, the slight chill along your forearms, the instinctive urge to press him for reassurance you know he would not cheapen by giving falsely. Nanami does not tell you that everything will be fine. He respects you too much to insult you with obvious lies.
Instead, after a long moment, he says, “I am careful.”
You let out a breath that almost becomes a laugh and almost becomes something else. “That’s not the same as safe.”
“No,” he agrees. “It is not.”
You hate that he does not argue.
You love that he does not lie.
He reaches across the table, palm open.
You look at his hand.
Then you place yours in it.
His fingers close around you with steady, deliberate pressure. Not enough to trap. Enough to hold.
“I do not want to make my work romantic to you,” he says quietly.
“Good.”
His thumb brushes once over your knuckles, where your rings sit warm and heavy. “But I would like to come home from it.”
There it is.
The entire terrible arithmetic.
Not a promise. Not comfort. Not the kind of sentence anyone could embroider onto a pillow and survive the honesty of it.
A desire.
Nanami Kento, who rations his hope like a limited resource, saying plainly that he would like to return.
Your hand tightens around his.
“Then come home,” you say.
His eyes lift to yours, and for a second, his composure shifts around something too tender to name directly.
“I will do my best,” he says.
It is the only answer he can give.
It is the only answer you would believe.
— ❖ —
VI. THE FINAL CALCULATION
Nanami does not say I love you quickly.
This surprises no one who knows him, least of all you.
What does surprise you is how thoroughly he says it before he says it.
He says it by learning the shape of your mornings. By placing your mug on the left side of the table because your right hand is usually occupied turning a ring while you read. By remembering which train exit has fewer lights. By texting when he will be late, not because he fears your anger, but because ambiguity costs you more than inconvenience.
He says it by noticing when you have disappeared too completely into a book and setting food beside you without making you climb out of the world all at once.
He says it by asking, “Do you want a solution, or do you want me to listen?” and then actually obeying the answer.
He says it by respecting your no the first time, every time, without making you pay for having a boundary.
The spoken words arrive on an ordinary evening, because of course they do.
You are in his apartment while rain worries at the windows, the city blurred into soft streaks of white and red beyond the glass. Dinner is finished. The dishes are drying. Your rings sit in the small ceramic dish near his sink beside his watch, warm metal and disciplined leather occupying the same little circle of space as if they have been doing so for years.
You are sitting on the floor with your back against the couch, your book open in one hand, though you have not turned the page in several minutes. Nanami sits behind you on the sofa, reading over a document with a pen in hand. Every so often, his knee brushes your shoulder. Neither of you comments on it.
The room is quiet in the way rooms become quiet when they are trusted.
Your curls have slipped loose from their clip, falling heavy down your back and over one shoulder. A few ringlets cling to your neck from the warmth of the apartment. Without looking away from his document, Nanami reaches down and gently lifts the hair away from your collar, laying it over your other shoulder so it will not trap heat against your skin.
You glance up. “Thank you.”
“Of course.”
He returns to the page.
You return to your book.
Another minute passes.
Then he says, as if noting the weather, “I love you.”
Your entire body goes still.
Nanami does not rush to fill the silence. He does not take the words back, or soften them, or smile as if to make them easier to receive. He lets them stand exactly where he placed them, as steady and unadorned as everything else he has ever offered you.
Slowly, you close your book around one finger to hold your place. The page edge presses into your skin. Your heart is beating hard enough that you feel it in your throat.
You turn to look at him.
He has lowered the document. His face is calm, but not untouched. There is tension at the corner of his mouth, a restraint so practiced it looks almost like serenity from a distance. You know better by now. You know he has chosen this moment with care. You know he has likely been carrying the words for longer than he will ever admit.
“Kento,” you say softly.
His gaze remains steady. “You do not need to answer immediately.”
A laugh breaks out of you, quiet and wet around the edges. His brow creases.
“That is a very you thing to say after telling someone you love them.”
“I thought it was considerate.”
“It is,” you say. “It’s also deeply irritating.”
The crease in his brow softens. “Noted.”
You rise onto your knees and move closer, careful of the mug near the couch, the book in your hand, the line of his body waiting without reaching. When you settle beside him, his attention tracks every shift, every inch, giving you the space to arrive rather than pulling you into place.
You set the book down.
Your hand finds his.
“I love you too,” you say.
Nanami closes his eyes for a single breath.
That is all. One breath. One small surrender.
Then his forehead lowers to yours, and his hand tightens around your fingers with a pressure so careful and complete that your chest aches.
He does not say anything else for a while.
He does not need to.
Nanami Kento loves the way he lives when he is being most honest: with structure, with clarity, with a quiet refusal to waste what little time the world permits. His devotion is not decorative. It is load-bearing. It is the second umbrella by the door, the receipt used as a bookmark, the lamp turned down before the room can hurt you, the hand offered open instead of taking.
He will not make suffering beautiful for you.
He will not pretend danger is not danger.
He will not promise what the world has not given him the authority to guarantee.
But he will come home when he can. He will tell you the truth when he cannot. He will build a life out of exact things and ordinary mercies, and if love must be proven through repetition, then Nanami has already made a discipline of proof.
That is the shape of his love: practical, deliberate, and devastating in its restraint.
A man who knows the world is cruel, and still folds the towel in thirds.
A man who has lost faith in many things, but not in the value of coming home.
A man who does the math, finds the answer impossible, and stays anyway.
— bruise / hymn —
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suggestive language, mentions of violence, some angst
you weren’t particularly a morning person, but somehow the universe knew to wake you up just in time to watch your fiance kento get dressed for work.
you awoke to the sight of him leaning forward, both hands resting against the dresser. veins slowly rose beneath the skin of his forearms and along his huge biceps from the pressure. he stayed there quietly, staring down at the surface of the dresser.
his crisp-ironed blue button down still hadn't made it on.
the soft light from the window captured everything. you had a clear view of his sharply defined back, your eyes instinctively tracing the red and purple marks across his skin. a few of them you recognized as yours, but most of the others you knew came from from a brutal line of work you couldn't understand - one you refused to understand. scars that were rougher. older. and permanent.
a tired sigh escaped his lips as he lifted his hand to push back the blonde hair that was messily draped over his forehead. through the mirror, you caught sight of the weariness in his hazel eyes. you wanted to call for him to sleep more, but you knew this was a tiredness a few more hours of sleep couldn't fix. he once again dropped his head, a few strands following suit.
your eyes darted to each bit of tenseness: in the bags under his eyes; in the slight crease between his brows; in the heavy exhale that escaped his lips once again as he finally reached for the neatly folded blue button down resting beside him. you watched as the shirt stretched briefly across his broad shoulders before settling against his muscular figure. for a moment, the shirt hung open, showing off the sharp, cut lines of his chest and stomach. a sight that made your heart flutter.
methodical even when exhausted, his fingers quickly worked up his button down, fastening each button with studied, experienced precision. his strong hands aligned each button without having to look, eyes too busy fighting sleep whenever he blinked but still glued to the mirror.
one by one, you watched your fiancé hook each suspender to the waistband of his slacks. he was probably the only young man in existence to still wear suspenders, but god, did you think it looked good as hell on him. the quiet metal clasp clicked softly through the room, causing him to look your way in the bed. it was the widest you've seen his eyes so far this morning.
you knew he had already seen you wide awake, but you always hid underneath the covers once he caught you staring.
accepting defeat, you peeked at him from beneath the covers. he faced you now.
his brown suspenders framed the broadness of his chest now, the blue button down fitted neatly against his shoulders, blonde hair still slightly disheveled despite his attempts to fix it. even tired from trying to carry the world on his shoulders, standing there half-dressed, he was handsome. unfairly handsome.
he reached for his yellow necktie covered in irregular black dots. watching him put it on was by far your favorite part of his morning routine - and now you had a front view of it all.
"well, what can i say." you began, scanning him from head to toe. “you're very distracting."
a faint twitch tugged at the corner of his mouth, threatening him to smile before slightly tilting his head and draping the tie neatly beneath the collar of his button down.
his eyes never left you.
not even as his broad hands moved slowly against the fabric, looping it over itself with practiced precision. the motion drew a subtle flex through his torearms and biceps beneath the the blue shirt. as he tightened the knot with one smooth pull, you watched as his sharp jaw tensed right before adjusting it carefully against his throat.
"i'm only getting dressed for work, darling," he voiced, his back resting against the dresser now.
"exactly," you retorted softly. "but i wish you could see how desperately you need rest, kento."
"i can't just rest, honey," nanami sighed, folding his arms and letting his head fall. "those kids out there.." he trailed off, head shaking in thought.
for a moment, the room fell quiet. he quickly lifted his head fully toward you, finality in his eyes. not coldness. not anger.
"those kids at that school: they need me," he shook his head, biting his bottom lip before twisting his mouth to speak again. “so no, i can't just rest."
your chest tightened. you wanted to shout "i need you!" but you already had these conversations with the stubborn blonde far too many times and you knew how it ended.
when it came to yuji, megumi, nobara, takuma...
you couldn't win.
his hand reached for one more item behind him, but instead of grabbing it immediately, his fingers searched frantically. his brows pulled together as his hand searched blindly across the dresser.
you bit down on a smile beneath the blankets as he exhaled through his nose.
"have you seen my glasses?" he asked, raising his brow at you.
your faint smile turning devilish, as you slowly lifted the familiar set above the comforter before burying them back down between your legs.
"well i know you can't miss work," you said innocently. "but can you at least be late?"
the faintest twitch appeared at the corner of his mouth.
"i really need my glasses, darling."
"really? just show me how bad you need them then."
he stared at you for a moment from across the room. then with another sigh of resignation, his fingers moved to the knot at his throat, yanking it down with a hungry force that made your tummy flip.
as much as you loved watching him put the tie on, you loved watching him take the tie off even more.
a/n: the way this was supposed to be nothing but nice and sweet (and hot of course), but i couldn’t help but let my baby’s flaws and inner turmoils surface in between…i love you kento
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I’ve read all list 1 &2 an let me tell you I’m a goner..😭😩😭
I love that man 😍😍
hi anon! thank you for your ask 💌
i’m so happy you enjoyed parts 1 & 2 of my zoro x reader fic recs! i’m working on a part 3 and hope to have it released in the coming weeks.
it’s so hard not to love him, isn’t it! his determination, loyalty, sense of humor, strength, kindness towards strangers…he’s much more than the badass swordsman that some fans see him as. but i digress 😉
playlist: king of my heart by taylor swift, (everything i do) i do for you by bryan adams, between us by little mix
tropes: slow burn / enemies to friends to lovers / touch her/him and die / quietly strong woman x quietly strong man / she fell first, he fell harder
the experience: hugs from behind, stargazing, protecting each other in battle, longing glances, naps under the sunny’s tangerine trees, “baby” and “ahava sheli” (my love in hebrew), forehead kisses
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i’m finishing a new moodboard for my one piece oc, tali, and her relationship with zoro. i tried to accurately capture their relationship and hope to give you all a glimpse into their lives.
ღ The first meeting isn't reminiscent of any kind of whirlwind romance. You meet him through work or, possibly, through the same leisure spaces that you both frequent; a particular cafe, or maybe a bookstore. You take note of him, but wouldn't dream of casually approaching someone with his demeanour.
ღ Your conversations start with pleasant formality, pleasant on your part, at least. His tone is always clipped and professional, his voice beautiful to listen to, but carefully controlled. His body language seems closed off and his eyes are always concealed behind those glasses.
ღ You may start to gradually take note of him more often. Not because you're struck by his handsome appearance (Nanami is too reserved and understated in everything he does to represent the romantic hero). It's more a case of seeing him, where you didn't take notice of him before. Strange. He must have been around for a long time.
ღ You may learn his name and profession (true profession, since you are an affiliate of Jujutsu Tech). The information you learn doesn't provide much substance. His sorcerer grade, working schedule, career history and areas of operation don't tell you about him. And, you confess, there is something about him that does draw your curiosity.
ღ You finally muster the courage to speak to him more often. The first few conversations go much the same way as the first. There are exchanges of greetings and he then seems satisfied with silence. You find, surprisingly, that his silences are neither judgemental, nor awkward. He merely exists in the space beside you, and that's all right.
ღ Space. You find yourself in his space more often than not. Are you doing this on purpose? Is it really an unconscious desire that draws you to the places where you know he may be? You don't know. But you can sit in the break room and read comfortably with him there. You can eat your lunch in his presence with ease and feel good in the knowledge that he appreciates his food as much as you do. You can do a crossword, after a long day, while waiting for the next shift to start, and you may feel his eyes tracking your pencil as it moves across the page.
ღ The first time he initiates conversation with you, it surprises you, but you're accustomed to his presence by now. And so, your interaction with him is easy, flowing into a soft rhythm that ebbs and flows as you two occupy space together and talk about many things that come into your minds.
ღ And it is now, when you're this close to him, when you can feel the fabric of his sleeve brush against yours, when you can smell the clean, simple scent of his cologne, when his voice dips slightly in amusement (had it ever done that before?), when he takes off his glasses and polishes them with a small cloth and then looks up to meet your gaze, hazel eyes softer in their glance than you expected, it's now that you realise that you're hopelessly attracted to this man.
ღ Change sometimes comes as softly as the dawn, stealing over the lip of your balcony. A fitting comparison, since you now think of him every morning and wonder if he had woken up on time, whether he had cut himself shaving, whether his toast was perfectly done or his coffee piping hot, whether he'd knotted his tie in a rush or taken the time to watch the sun rise, like you have. You think of him on the way to work and wonder if he has a particularly difficult mission lined up today.
ღ You know enough about this line of work to pull your thoughts away from the idea of injury or death. He had chosen this line of work. You've learned enough about him by now to know that he wouldn't take the responsibility lightly, nor would he be reckless in terms of the risks.
ღ It may also be the reason that you decide to hold this feeling, cradled like a delicate flame, intimately and secretly close inside you. This traitorous little flame that threatens to betray you, through the softness in your eyes when you see him, in the ready warmth of your smile when you share the break room, in the new unsteadiness of your hand when his gaze follows the progress of your incomplete crossword.
playlist: she’s everything by brad paisley, lover by taylor swift, still falling for you by ellie goulding
tropes: friends to lovers / long distance (previously) / small town to small city / gamer x reader / she fell first, he fell harder
the experience: traveling together, inside jokes and playful teasing, saturday lunch dates, puzzles on rainy mornings, “hi honey,” laughing until crying, falling asleep while cuddling, quiet moments and comfortable silence
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your quiet yet steady love heals me. you provide a supportive space where i’m safe to be myself and to grow into new versions of myself. you’ve become my home, and i can’t wait to continue this life, this journey, with you.
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One thing that literally breaks my heart (no... as a mom, it rips it from my chest and shatters it) is that Belle-mère, not being the real nami's mom, protected and died for her children screaming that they WERE her daughters; while Nico Olvia, Robin's real mom, cried that she didn't know her, that she was NOT her daughter, to protect and die for her.