For those wandering hopelessly, you're not alone.

New chapter of my life and super stoked about it :)

New haircut, new play, wonderful cat. Favorite life.

“Let us make rules he said,” he said.  He had not changed a bit, he smelled the same, he talked the same; hell, he even walked the same.  He says he feels more familiar with rules because then he can at least intentionally break the rules and get in trouble on purpose.  So we made our rules, then we broke almost every single one of them and acted like it never even happened.  You see Darkside, I feel best addressing you because we are both at the end of each others list and seemingly don’t care about each other but we do.  Oh so sadly we do, and we cannot resist the pull of each other.  Honestly, I was sad when you didn’t contact me at all on or after my birthday, don’t know why I thought you would.  I want this love to work out and no offense but I do not want to go back to you so soon.  I think you would be the last person I would be with, to simply settle with you.  Knowing we wouldn’t get tired of each other but only caring enough to make it work.  I don’t want to settle I want to love.

I colored my hair and some quotes I found that I really love

The thing with asking for help is that you barely get it. The problem with asking for help when you never ask for help is that you don't get help and you remember why you never asked for help in the first place

And I would suffer my sadness for your happiness. I would devote my time to make you happy even if it kills me on the inside everytime you don't respond. Because it makes you happy, and that is enough for me.