Viktor

Hi! I'm Chaos-Viktor!! You can call me Viktor or Chaos or whatever cool nickname.

I'm a Fan-artist and freelance Illustrator (I worked for a pair of Youtubers and I've done a lot of commissions) from 🇦🇷, I'm 20, and I'm neurodivergent so have patience with me please!

I'm Queer!! but to be a little more specific i'm a Transmasc leaning Non-binary, in the AroAce Spectrum and ambiamorous! (Damn that would kill a victorian child from a heart attack)

stuff i usually post:

🩵 Fan-art illustrations

🩵 random doodles and Sketches

🩵 fandom brainrot

quick info:

🩵 pronouns: They/Them and sometimes He/Him

🩵 fandoms: pfft...a lot so I'll list the ones I remember: -Sonic The Hedgehog -South Park -The walking dead game -Vocaloid -Hamilton -Osomatsu-San -Danganronpa -Creepypastas (when I remember I'll add more)- Camp Camp - little shop of horrors- be more chill- Dear Evan Hansen - My little pony

🩵 currently obsessed with: Eddsworld

other things:

🩵 my Ko-fi page if you are feeling generous and wanna leave me a tip just because you like what I do! (I appreciate it a lot!) Click here

🩵 commissions: Open

🩵 requests: yes, of course!!

🩵 art tag: #viktorart

anyway yeah—welcome!!

If you are have you tried just starting with applying a base color just so you have something? In painting this is called underpainting, putting a thin, mainly watered down, layer of paint onto a canvas. Your medium might not be paint but this tactic, starting with a color of canvas outside of white, can still help as an intimidation breaker.

I know you probably weren’t looking for advice but I hope this helped, even if a little.

I do mostly draw in white and Grey canvas, I do have tried a few times to draw over colores canvas but it's been a while

I think I could try this again

I don't know what's wrong with me lately, I haven't drawn properly in all week

I feel threatened by the canvas and all I can think after I say I wanna draw is

"I suck at it, I'm not gonna even bother"

This never happened to me

I am really so tired, I've been negative about a whole lot of other things about me and my life but never my ability to draw

Like the only day that something has to be about me for once it isn't like that, it's just another day

I Wish I could organize a birthday party but I don't have the space, the money or enough friends for it :b

It sucks

Like if we didn't deserve to be alive

It makes me want to throw up, to cry, to disappear.

That would make my day ngl