Formerly Boushi - Jen Walter's personal benchpress, 42y/o, PolyAm, Agender(they/them), Autistic, Aegosexual/Aegoromantic, Bisexual, Hybrid of Color, INFJ-T, Pro-Bodily Autonomy, BLM, ACAB, I stand with Ukraine
I'm Chaos! A 40y/o PoC queer disabled mind in the northern Chicago suburbs who wants to make the world a better place. Please consider helping me out however you're able, I have no income so it all helps <3
I want to make content showing my dive into queerness, mental illness, disability, and more to help others find their place in the world. Especially through story-telling, be it fictional or not. Feel free to send me an ask or DM me :D or ask for my Discord! I also have an 18+ discord server! If you want to be in on the server, click here!
I also have a Bluesky here!
I sometimes reblog or post 18+ things. If you want/do not want to see that, the tag is "ChaoticLibido"
In terms of the type of person I'm sexually attracted to, I'm primarily into more feminine folk. Nonbinary, Trans, Cis, etc. You don't have to be a 'woman' per-say, but femininity is a large part of my attraction to folk. I do like muscles but I also like curves. Really the shape of a body is what I enjoy more than not. And also boobs, I cannot deny that I like nice shapely tits lol
Kinks: Freeuse (the user), Light Degradation (the degrader), Sleep-play, Sensation play (giving), light exhibitionism/voyeurism, apparently doll/robot play it seems lol, fauxcest is something new that I am learning about myself, I'll put more as I remember them
Limits: Body hair I have a hard time with as I hate it on myself and so I don't like it overall, but you don't have to be fully clean shaven either.
Hard Limits: No bodily waste products(shit, piss, snot, etc.), no feet, no racial play, no blood, no knives or sharp objects, (I'll put more as I remember them lol)
For scenarios Being center is the person focused upon, participating being the one performing the actions. Kind of a confusing way to word this.
Also for groupings this does not count Cis-Males, sorry
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Zenless Zone Zero spoilers 3.1 - This is meant to fill in a gap in the story
Taken directly from after Sigrid, Remielle, and Belle form a plan together about Dracaene when Belle is about to go to sleep on the make-shift couch in the En-nah gang hideout, Remielle has a different idea
This one fic has been out for not even a week but it has more kudos than any of my other works @_@ If it surpasses them in hits, too, I will be floored
This is true but I'm gonna be controversial for a second and say that I feel bad for jocks who get hit with The Injury™️too. The Injury™️ fucking sucks, man. Having something that everyone praised you for when you were young suddenly betray you and having to grapple with both a sudden loss of ability (whether it's something that can be recovered from or not) and figure out what your future looks like now that the one you had imagined for yourself (whether it was actually realistic or not) feels like it's been snatched away is brutal.
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Functionally, there's very little difference between watching a movie on poob and watching a movie on basic cable. Yet, for some reason, the advertisements on poob offend me far more
ad breaks on poob always interrupt important scenes or make really jarring cuts.
when it's on cable, they've timed the commercial breaks in a way that generally isn't as disruptive. someone took the time to "reformat" the movie for tv.
ads on poob always KNOW that they're on poob and want me to interact with them or click them. the number of QR codes or ads-in-separate-ad-framing/window are infuriating and jarring.
cable commercials are just stupid little skits i can mute to go use the bathroom.
ads on poob are less than 2 minutes--not enough time to do anything, but enough time to piss me off.
cable commercials are 2-5 minutes, which is enough time to go do something/bathroom or snack break, or talk to whoever you're watching with.
ads on poob are the same 3-4 commercials over and over and over and over again, often cutting to them immediately with no warning, and poob struggles to like, catch up to the fact that it's having to show a different progress bar, or a different timer.
cable commercials, esp during primetime, generally cycle through like 10-15 minimum, so you can go an ad break or two without seeing the same commercial. and they usually only pop up during quiet moments, at regular intervals, so you can see them coming--and there isn't a weird lag/loading time.
in both cases i am being accosted by advertisements and treated like a consumer to manipulate and exploit. the volume changes on cable and poob, the brightness level is eye-searing in both cases.
but poob doesn't respect that i'm here for the MOVIE. cable, thanks to preexisting, decades-old norms around broadcast television, still kind of does. kind of. it's easier to ignore those commercials than the ones on poob.
basically i think poob follows ad norms established on the internet--pop-ups, invasive flashing bullshit, creating lag, taking up time and attention--and cable follows established cable norms of, "time for a few minutes of ads that are just stupid little skits instead of spam machines, and then back to your otherwise uninterrupted movie."
I mean i know what you're saying, but there's about a dozen free ad-supported streaming services and i respect none of them to use any of their names. Meanwhile, Poob has fully entered the tumblr lexicon as a shorthand for stupidly-named tech products, especially streaming services.