EXHOE FOR EXO

I HAVE AN ARCHIVE OF OUR OWN ACC AND WRITE CHANBAEK FANFICTIONS

ya guessed it I’m now on Archive of our Own and am posting new chapters frequently!! ofc it’s chanbaek and i would really appreciate it if y’all checked it out <3

username: chanbaekuniverse

i’m super happy.

everything for some reason is so exciting and every day has something new and fun in store. It’s like every single fruit from the world’s largest tree has fallen into my bowl at the same time, all ripe and sweet and begging for me to eat them. I’m just so happy.

I have other feelings too. Some brought up through conversations and others that just linger in the back of my head. I will not label them as sad or negative, because once I start acknowledging them the more prominent and consuming they’ll become. I just know that they aren’t as warm and fuzzy as what I’m feeling now. 

which pains me to realise that one day all my fruit will be gone, my mouth will be left dry and bitter from missing the sweetness of the fruits and all I’ll be left with is seeds and cores. It’ll leave a gap, a gap that needs to be filled by the next prominent feeling. This is what i need to consider, how will i act? 

Do I ignore the thirst for more and take a break, replanting the seeds to grow more fruit so I can once again beam with light? Or do I just wait, wait for the world to grow another one without knowing when or where it’ll grow?