HELLO I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS AHHHH. Im gonna read it, AGAIN. I normally dont comment/write below on tumblr fics (im one of those ghost readers) but this piece struck a cord in me so deep i have to say something. IM SORRY THIS IS SO LONG hdhsjhdkshs
The last section April 2020, idk if they married yet at this time but even if they did or didn’t then i would love a little side story of the wedding 🥺👉👈 Or a side story of their trip to wherever mentioned at the gala dance (im guessing its to amsterdam)
One line i really loved and stuck with me was, “The feelings that came out at least once a year when it all became too much, and you would sit in a duvet to spill all the dead butterflies inside your stomach out on the floor of a therapy clinic.” It doesnt really have to do much with the story but just the image this put in my head was so unique, the feelings being the dead butterflies and all
I really really REALLY liked the smut part. Like okay 2 times? 3 times? More? OKAYYYY 😳 Dont mind me i like my spicy stuff 😳✌️
One part i didnt really fully understand, jaehyun’s 2014 flashback. Do you mind explaining more what this part was about? 🤔
The gala part where they dance: “Your hand finds his cheeks. Nothing could describe the look you give him in the light but pure admiration. And you don’t care if anyone sees it, you don’t care if it ends up in a magazine spread. Because even if everybody knew about it, this is yours. The way he brings his hand on top of yours, and how his eyes match the exact look on yours. Every little detail about it makes you know that this right here belongs to the two of you and nothing can change it.” SWOOOOON THEY ARE SOOOO IN LOVE. AND I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THEM BEING IN LOVE
And again to the last part, “His eyes are still drowsy and his hair a mess but you think he looks right at home. Because he is.” “Jaehyun stays by your side, head weirdly pressed to your chest, and asking silently for you to feed him apple slices every now and then with just his mouth opening.” This made me think of the one vlive of 10th floor feat johnny and they have lunch and jae has his hair in that hairband of his and baby is just sitting there looking cute. The vlive is brunch and talk after travels on june 18 (no i didnt know from memory i went to go look it up 😂)
The last line “This is what love is.” MY HEARTTTTT 😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕
Okay to finish this off, jae is not my main 127 bias hes actually 2nd (still a close 1st). My main is actually johnny BUT i read fics for both of them. BUT AHHHH THIS FIC IS PERFECT and it feeds my jaehyun feels. If i wasnt a johnny stan i would def be a jaehyun stan 🙈
Anyways, thank you for this wonderful beautiful amazing piece. I looooove it. This is so long ahhhh im all over the place its like 6am here now 😂 If you read this all thank you hshajhsj and I am sending you more hearts too, pls accept them 🥺🤲❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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