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y’all are gonna hate me for this and that’s fair to be honest lol wndnej but! i know i only just recently started this blog and ive been given so much love already - that i appreciate very much! it always made me so happy every time someone liked my content enough to rb or follow me and im sorry to disappoint you guys )):

but as of now, i don’t think i’ll be active on this blog anymore. for personal reasons and some general mixed feelings about nsfw content (yet here i went and did it anyway akrnejrj), i doubt i’ll post anything here again, at least for a long time. i’ll leave my current posts up (not that many, but still), maybe answer a few asks after this if i get any, but after that i’m afraid i’ll be inactive. im literally the Biggest clown for this because i haven’t had this blog for long at ALL, but it is what it is )): this is actually so stupid but uh anyway!

“i suck at this,” you say, as if you’re being taught to whittle wood rather than to suck dick. “pun not intended. bin, i don’t know if i can...”

changbin’s first instinct is to reassure you, let you stay in your comfort zone, but then he remembers your specific request about this little encounter — force me. be rough. “otherwise i won’t learn for shit,” you’d said, and he’s pretty sure he got a semi right then and there. so, he pushes down his gentler urges and lifts a brow, bringing one forceful hand to the back of your head again. “you sure?” he asks roughly, relishing in the surprise that crosses your features before your eyes mist over with arousal. “well, you’re gonna.”

that’s all the warning you get before you’re shoved down the length of his cock, choking past your gag reflex until he’s touching the back of your throat. you force yourself to relax, tell yourself that it’s worth it to make him feel good. you don’t have to tell yourself that for long, because changbin lets you pull off again so he can look you in the eye and silently ask ‘you sure you’re okay?’

you simply smile despite the ache in your throat and changbin nods before relaxing into the cushions of your sofa again, his hand gentler in your hair this time anyway. “take it easy now,” he tells you, carding his fingers over your head as you hum in agreeance and wrap your lips around the head of his cock and suck lightly. “god— that’s it. be careful of your teeth... now— no, make sure you flatten your tongue, feels better that way— fuck—!”

he lets out a hiss as you go down half of his length again, this time much more within the boundaries of your gag reflex. what you can’t swallow, you take care of with your hand; wrapping your fingers around his base and pumping to the best of your ability. once you get a better hang of it, you look up as you bob up and down, fighting down a grin when you notice changbin has thrown his head back and his chest is heaving. “i’m close.” the words strangle breathlessly out of his throat and you hum, making him twitch in your mouth. “god, you were right when you said you suck at this.”

you’re almost offended, before you realize exactly what he means and roll your eyes so hard it hurts. you grumble something incoherent around his cock, but you know he hears your that was so bad when he shakes with laughter. his laughing, however, is cut off by a colorful string of curses when you hollow out your cheeks and swallow. “o-oh— shit— i’m cumming, f-fuck, pull off—“

you consider the pros and cons of obliging him and letting him cum elsewhere, but you decide that you’d be proud of yourself when you see the look on his face after you don’t pull off. so you merely hum again, abandoning your pumping and forcing yourself to sink as far down on his cock as your throat will let you. changbin’s shocked and probably more turned on than ever, if his wide-eyed expression is of any indication, but he gets over it quickly enough when his orgasm races through his body.

“fuck, fuck, yes, you’re so good,” he rambles through near-whimpers, fingers tight in your hair as he bucks his hips a few times. you’re prepared enough for the sensation of his cum spilling over your tongue, and are surprised at how little it bothers you. as you finally pull away, jaw sore and throat achy, you look changbin directly in the eye and swallow, and he looks like he’s ready to cum again right then and there.

he lays there, boneless and panting to catch his breath for a silent minute, before he speaks tiredly.