I'm Upset

Convinced you planned this out. You plotted the intro, the middle, and the ending. You practiced and prepared for whatever outcome. There's no way you've hurt me like this by accident. This wasn't a mistake. It wasn't an error or unconscious decision. You sat down and slowly organized every kiss, every yell, every fight, every warm moment, and every tear. You took your time and learned me inside and out. You covered all the fine print and dotted every i. You played your part and made sure I knew mine. You've destroyed me and i know you're satisfied. Accomplished. Proud. Content. You're on cloud 9 and you feel no remorse. It's disgusting and beautiful how well you've done. Killed my soul and preserved my spot in your hell.