school life? ♥ love life?

Shoutout to the people who think I'm stupid enough not to understand what they mean and what they are doing to me. Listen, I'll say this AGAIN. Just because I don't say anything, doesn't mean I didn't notice anything. 😏

Street Art. ❤

Paradise is a state of mind. #Iligan

Many have noticed the change of my appearance and structure but I did not thought that there is a huge difference from the first weeks I started. When people first saw me at the gym, they wondered and asked me why I am still working out when I am already "skinny". I just smiled and replied, "gaining". People set their goals for them to follow and achieve, may it be gaining or losing weight. Each person's need must be addressed accordingly with proper program and diet suitable for his/her body type. Aside from losing and gaining, often than not the real reason is that they want to shape and sculpt their bodies to boost self-esteem and confidence. Isn't it? Sometimes our focus is on the external aspect but what about the internal which is more important? First, let's set our goals to being healthy. Looking good and feeling good will just follow. I am scoliotic and I was inclined to working out and glad to find a great place to start it all over again. I have never been afraid of lifting weights and I am challenged each day to test my limits, work on my weakness and overcome them one by one, step by step each day until I am stronger than I ever was. Building muscles for me is a great help for when I will carry heavy weights, my bones will not be so stressed because I will draw my strength from my muscles. Working out improves blood circulation throughout my body. Exercise decreases risks of depression and sickness. With proper guidance from a well experienced trainer, suiting environment and motivated self, my fitness journey continues. Because for me, it was more than just vanity, it is all about health. #GainingWeightGainingMuscles #scoliosis #fitness #FitnessM #fitcha

When your cravings do not match with your health condition. 💔 #asthmaattack

Take me Lord to where you want me to be. Lead me Lord. ❤

Hear just what your heart has to say When the world is turning topside in turbine think you'd better hurry down, to the bottom of your soul Get down, give it all, and be loved. ❤ (5/6 Jason Mraz)

Happiness is a choice. 😊

"When a new day begins, dare to smile gratefully." 😊 Life is beautiful and full of blessings. Learn to appreciate them. Thank You Lord for another day!❤

I am fragile. I can't control my emotions. I am very sensitive to the point that I become very moody. People misunderstand me often. I look weak, petite, skinny and can't even break a dish but no, I am a warrior. There is always toughness behind my fragility. Some people asked how do I push through with life despite all the problems I am facing. Yes, i am hurt, broken and down but if I continue to dwell in all the negativity the world has to offer, i will be dragged down to darkness and will lose hope. Is that what you want to see? I smile, laugh and joke around now but have you seen me cry a lot of times? I chose to see the brighter side and continue living my life. I chose to be different than what our society dictates. I chose to be the brave one. I can always be stuck at a corner and be sorry for myself but what do i get in return? Nothing. Life is to be lived. There is more to life than be miserable. The past is done. What we have now is a blessing and what we decide now will be the course we will take in the future. Every decision comes with consequences. I decided to move on and keep moving forward. Am i selfish? Am i inconsiderate? Or am i egoistic? I do not understand. Now that everything is over, i am starting to pick up the pieces and putting back myself together, still, i am tied up with this feeling of guilt that i hurt someone. I never wanted to hurt anybody. But i need to learn to love myself more. How can i love someone when there is nothing more to give? At the end of the day, all i want to do is love and be loved. but i was just too blind to see who truly loves me unconditionally, whose love i took for granted, whose presence i frequently neglected and whose calling i never listened and responded. He will never give up on me. He will never abandon me. He will accept me into His loving arms. His love never fails. It's time to give back and serve Him better. In this process, i want to surrender everything to Him. in Him, i will find refuge. Eventually, i will find myself.

April 27,2015 Silence. I love silence. It gives me time to think about a lot of things. what? why? how? all kinds of questions are running through my head in search for answers. But lately, i've been wondering. Answers are obvious. we are just too blind and preoccupied to see. we filter on what we want to believe because we are afraid to see the truth. The truth is never hidden. It does not need to be dug deep because it is supposed to be known. But what is happening in the world? We refuse to see what is in front of us. We try to look for more than what is revealed. Okay, some answers take time to be discovered but in time, it will reveal itself while the others are intentionally hidden from the people, deceiving each one, confusing minds and imposing a culture that should be followed by the society. Who sets these rules? Who obeys them? Why? For what? Of course. Manipulation. Power. Greed. If one knows a single important information that could save humanity, why save them instantly when they can beg for it? In exchange for money, consideration, favors, and etc. Who wouldn't want to get rich and be above others? As most people say, money makes the world go round. Are we puppets dangling on strings by people who are obsessed with these illusions of authority? I don't think we have the right to play gods. We should humble ourselves before the Lord for He is our Creator. He gave us life and showered us with bountiful blessings. Why do we have to want to exceed God? Who are we to question our Creator? I never thought that his gift of freewill is so powerful. when i was young, i questioned my professor about freedom. Freedom is doing what is ought to be done. I remembered it verbatim. I asked, "why is it called freedom when you are obliged to do what is right?". Well, Freedom is choosing God but we are still given choices to choose from. Use your freewill wisely. Always choose God. God first and the rest will follow.❤ God bless you. ☺

"The work of art is a scream of freedom."

blueberry cheesecake 🍰❤

©@bestsayingss Thanks for the insult dear but I just got my license. I won't let you bring me down again. Not today. Not ever. 👊😚 Gooooooood morning! Thank you Lord! ❤