gulp.

i don’t think I’ve ever felt more violated in my entire life

fucking shoot me idk what’s wrong with me AND I DOKT know how to fuckikf fix it

im so pissy and annoyed rn i jus can’t

ugh holy fuck im going to fucking kill myself i hate everyone

I think i sexualize myself so much because i want to do it before other people can. Like, i want to make myself an object to them before I can get hurt by them doing it themselves. But it always ends up hurting either way. Ugghhhhhh.

im d1 isolator i love cutting myself off from everyone and shutting everyone out because i hate myself!!!!!!

Gonaathrowuo why does everyonekeave mme

I kindammissex feelingthis horribleachewbut at the same time oh mygodi want to killmyself

it hurts so bad I hate myself so much I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I wish someone would care I want help I want someone to help me I wish there was some knight in shining armor to understand my pain and love me and rescue me but there isn’t and im all alone and no one cares about me and no one needs me around and no one would notice if i was gone

i want to slit my wrists I genuinely am so tired of being alive why is it so hard to be aware of my loneliness I wish I didn’t care that I wasn’t loved I wish I didn’t crave it I hate myself so much im so fucking ugly and im a horrible person and the only good thing about me is my body and even then its only really the tits

i wish i was dead no one even cares it’s not like anyone would care if something horrible happened to me right now no one would even notice I don’t matter I don’t matter at all I hate myself so much no one needs me and everyone would be better off without me and no matter how hard I try I will always be a burden on the people that meet me and I will always end up alone

No one ever wants to check up no one wants to talk im always the one spamming and checking in constantly and begging for attention and then when i get attention i immediately have that person asking for photos of me and because i think its the only thing that will make people love me i send it and it fucking WORKS and then they abandon me or they stay and only text me when they need more jerk off material oh my fucking god i just want to be loved i want to be a real person i miss him so much i miss being real i just want to cry i want to disappear i hate myself so much im such a disgusting horrible person im a slut and im a deplorable excuse of a human being and i wish i was dead

I cling to people and they ignore me and then i bother them and then they leave me because im annoying and everyone just fucking hates me oh my god im gonna kill myself people literally only ever text me when they want a picture of my tits holy fuck im going to blow my fucking brains out

genuinely kill me kill me kill me im so tired i miss my ex boyfriend he would praise me for hours when i was feeling low i used to feel so safe and now nothing makes me feel safe i always feel off i always feel disgusting im such a horrible disgusting person i hate myself so much i dont deserve to have people that love me I dont deserve anything good in my life

im in such a horrible mood am i just so gross and weird and ugly that people have to silently block me to get away from me like i dont get it i hate it so bad i hate it here im killing myself

Dude im such a fucking chud no one is ever gonna love me or want me like, i try so hard to be good and perfect and the way people want me to be and im just starting to think that maybe i need to stop being like that like I need to stop being super nice and super lovey i guess I just need to chill people don’t like how energetic and needy i am

got reminded of him so now I’ll kill myself