Maybe it is all my fault
I am too weak and never made the hard choices
Now I am being forced to
Maybe the hard choices back then
would have been easier
They seemed just as hard at the time
All I know is that I will now have to suffer
And I won’t be alone
Have I brought this on everyone?
But what about everyone else’s part?
Do I have to be the only one doing the right thing?the moral thing?
Being the better person?
I am not the better person
I am clearly the weak flawed person
Why am I expected to know and do it all correct and to the highest standards and to everyone else’s satisfaction every time?
Should I have suffered through the difficult times back then?
Too late. I didn’t so we all suffer now.













