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I SCRIPTED I WONT BRING ANY TRAUMA FROM MY ZOMBI APOCALYPSE DR AND I DONT REMEMBER MUCH OF WHAT HAPPENED AS IN DEATHS AND G8RE STOP SAYING THAT YOU CANT "ERASE" TRAUMA.

i asked myself how i’m supposed to wake up in my new reality, because this is honestly starting to get ridiculous. i already know how to imagine myself there, playing out scenarios and seeing it all in my mind. i know how to do all that and i know where i want to shift. but something about the how to actually wake up there kept taking over my mind.

then it randomly clicked when i thought about falling asleep. how would i even describe falling asleep? well, you close your eyes and then it just happens after a while. that’s it.

you literally pretend to be asleep until you are.

so what’s the difference between that and shifting? well, there isn’t one. at least not for me.

when i lay there at night, pretending, imagining that i’m there, that’s literally enough. there’s nothing extra i need to do to make it happen, just like there’s nothing extra i need to do to fall asleep. i pretend it, i become it.

i don’t need to overthink it anymore. i should just let myself assume the state (even with doubts), the same way i assume sleep. i don’t lay there affirming “i’m sleeping, i’m sleeping.” no, i let my mind drift. i let myself relax.

shifting works the same way by letting my awareness drift, instead of forcing it. i feel like once i stop trying to get there and simply just start being, that’s when it will happen. ‹𝟹

꒰୨ ୧꒱ Genuinely the best advice I can give for shifting as someone who has shifted 100+ times is to stick with your gut and stay consistent. That's literally it. Do what you wanna do, don't let anyone dictate YOUR shifting experience, and just have fun with it. Don't stress yourself out, shifting is inevitable, it found you for a reason. You WILL shift no matter what. ⋆｡𖦹°‧

✿𓈒ॱ⬭ᩙ Ok Love u 𐔌❤︎ ͡꒱