i don't want you, but i need you

Adut Akech by Luigi and Iango for Chaos SixtyNine Magazine - August 2020

‘Christy in White’ series, Los Angeles, 1988 - Ph. Herb Ritts

“She closes her eyes. He probably won’t come back, she thinks. Or he will, differently. What they have now they can never have back again. But for her the pain of loneliness will be nothing to the pain that she used to feel, of being unworthy. He brought her goodness like a gift and now it belongs to her. Meanwhile his life opens out before him in all directions at once. They’ve done a lot of good for each other. Really, she thinks, really. People can really change one another. You should go, she says. I’ll always be here. You know that.” NORMAL PEOPLE (2020)

Naomi Campbell for Givenchy by Alexander McQueen, Spring 1997.

Shaun Leane for Alexander McQueen Spine Corset from SS ‘98 “Untitled/Golden Shower” collection as appeared in the Madonna “Reinvention Tour” programme from 2004 [x]

Kate Moss | Martin Margiela S/S 1993

Kate Moss for GQ, 1992

“She closes her eyes. He probably won’t come back, she thinks. Or he will, differently. What they have now they can never have back again. But for her the pain of loneliness will be nothing to the pain that she used to feel, of being unworthy. He brought her goodness like a gift and now it belongs to her. Meanwhile his life opens out before him in all directions at once. They’ve done a lot of good for each other. Really, she thinks, really. People can really change one another. You should go, she says. I’ll always be here. You know that.” NORMAL PEOPLE (2020)

NORMAL PEOPLE (2020) dir. Lenny Abrahamson, Hettie Macdonald

Waves (2019) dir. Trey Edward Shults

Marie Antoinette (2006),  Sofia Coppola

Marie Antoinette (2006) dir. Sofia Coppola

Sofia Coppola | ph. Andrew Durham

Middlesex (Jeffrey Eugenides)

The Virgin Suicides (1999) dir. Sofia Coppola