Cayton Cox

From the far corners of the internet, I think you are indeed doing okay. I always get a lil dopamine from your posts because the photos are gorgeous and your point of view is refreshing. And as a fellow semi depressed person, and from the limited info you've shared about your friend, you seem to be doing the work. You hold yourself accountable, you recognise what you did and most of all, you're letting yourself feel what you're feeling without lashing out. Takes a smart guy to do all that. I hope you're also giving yourself some grace. There's a whole lot of things you've done well for that friendship to have developed in the first place. What is meant to survive will survive and thrive. Just a little unsolicited point of view. Sending a gentle forehead kiss your way if you're into that.