anxiety in real time @cavalierycuth - Tumblr Blog

hey, i’m jeanne !! (27, they/she, EST) i’ve been writing on tumblr since august of 2012 and i’ve been in the indie rp community i think since... march of 2013, i believe. my username has been the same since uh... the cavalier youth album came out in 2014 and i tend to disappear for weeks at a time bc my life is literally crazy as hell (or at least it feels that way!)

this is an 18+ multi-muse, semi-fandomless account (i sometimes rp as characters from Misfits and also My Mad Fat Diary, but less so as of recently!!) it’s june 2025 as i’m editing this right now and tbh i’m figuring out some new things the rpc is doing! (gif sizes? starter types?? what even!!) so please bare w/ me! and if you wanna share any tips just message me bc i feel 90 years old rn, ok ily bye

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Dylan O'Brien as Dave Hodgman in The First Time (2012) dir. Jonathan Kasdan

#☆ GRIFFIN ( visage. )#i can't believe this movie is over 10 years old #let alone closer to 15 ??? goodnight

how am i supposed to be adding gifs to threads now? does the link show for just me or everyone? is there supposed to be a link on all the gifs i use? why i feel 95 y/o

#☆ stop the world i'm getting off ( ooc. )

graveston3s

open to : m / f / nb !

plot : literally just ship fluff and he does snore !

“ i do not snore . “ louis groans into the pillow his face has been shoved into for hours properly exhausted from plane trips and training . “ i have a cold . “

cavalierycuth

" i do not snore, " she mocked in a softer tone, noting he had truly only just opened his eyes. she rubbed his shoulder " dude, i really think they could hear you next door. " but this was her way of trying to be comforting, there was a lightness behind her banter. " let me make you some tea. "

#☆ WILLOW ( interaction. )#☆ WILLOW ( ft. louis. )#heavenstrck #i thought this one posted the other day after the other one and it didnt #but i hope this is okay too!

graveston3s

open to : m / f / nb !

plot : lettie is a female boxer and while won her fight got hit real hard and is far too relaxed about bleeding everywhere !

“ it’s not even broken you gotta chill out . “ her nose is still dripping blood , the stream only stifled by the bundle of gauze she’s holding tightly over the certain to bruise bone . “ it does fucking hurt though . “ she’s broken it once or twice , knows what that feels like and this isn’t even a quarter of that but it’s irritating nonetheless . “ do you have any ice ? “

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celeste wasn't even sure if she would be able to say anything. the absolute shock fogging her brain. not as if it had been the first time, seeing the other like this. but it isn't really something you could just get used to, either. " ice !? i think you should really have that looked at before anything else. "

#☆ CELESTE ( interaction. )#☆ CELESTE ( ft. lettie. )#heavenstrck #hi i hope she's alright!! :')#ty for liking my post!!

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ok so i'm really happy to say that my muse page is pretty set right now!!! i might make a few changes and i need to fix a small handful of the links and add the lil bios but right now it's pretty okay in my eyes !!!

also, i think i need to sign into my musing/rph account? i need inspo - but i saved a few things to my drafts from the people who liked my reverse starter call and im hyped to reply to those later!

#☆ stop the world i'm getting off ( ooc. )

autumsn

but what about “your ex hired me to make you fall in love with me then break your heart but oops i think i fell in love and now i’m conflicted what the fuck is happening i’m supposed to hurt you ow what am i sUPPOSED TO DO” that’d be rad

#☆ WISHLIST

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THE BEAR 03.09 ― "Apologies"

#☆ FOREST ( visage. )#are these my tags??#is he even a muse on my page anymore? i'll figure this out in a bit

are we surprised i never finished my muse page like years ago ? literally ?? anyway !! reverse starter call bc im trying to relearn the rpc after going AWOL for idk how long !! and lmk if you want someone specific or i'll just go with whoever fits the vibes ?

#indie rp #indie roleplay #also might change some fc's / ocs in the coming days but i'll see who comes back to me #most of them usually do

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#i am not okay

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going to maybe quickly whip up a lame-o muse page, change a few thigns and post some starters and also hope for the best? like... it's 2024 and i've been funky with activity since like 2016 so let's see how this goes lmaooo

#☆ stop the world i'm getting off ( ooc. )

ok but wait, what if i want to start writing again? it's been like 2-3 years. idk how indie rp tumblr works anymore? do we use tags? do i scream into the void and hope someone hears me? is that even still a thing? am i like 7 years too late?! whAT DO I DO?!

#☆ stop the world i'm getting off ( ooc. )#indie rp #i'm mainly asking for help

me: i’m gonna be active bc i want to write and miss it also me: disappears for months at a time

#nothing has changed in years lmaoo

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The Apartment (1960) dir. Billy Wilder

#☆ SAMANTHA ( musings. )

taking some time today to update/change/add some fc’s !! which is super exciting for me ngl i feel like i’ve been gone for years

#bc i have :/ oop #☆ STOP THE WORLD I'M GETTING OFF ( ooc. )

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celestialxdancers.

“Being self aware enough to acknowledge my faults isn’t being too hard on myself,” Kyle argued lightly. “It’s actually just - the bare minimum that somehow is still too hard for ninety percent of the people I’ve ever known.” Still, if Kyle had a nickle for the amount of times someone told him he was being too hard on himself, he’d never have to work another day in his life. Maybe he just had to learn that picking his mind apart to fixate on each and every flaw of his wouldn’t make the people around him any more self aware.

rae couldn’t help but scrunch her nose back at his response. really? to her that sounded exactly like he was being too hard on himself, and she couldn’t fully understand why. though, was she truly one to talk? she couldn’t help but do the same, even with all the positive self-talk and whatever else her therapist tells her to practice. it happens. “sounds like you just haven’t had the right people stickin’ around your life then.” to which she nodded because oh man, has she almost always found herself in the same damn boat. “not your fault though, y’know? can’t go ‘round blaming yourself for the shit people in your life. they don’t always make it so obvious.”

#ohoh !!! omgomg yes! i remember you!!#you also have a blind muse!!#this is super super okay ty for replying <333 #☆ RAEGAN ( interaction. )#☆ RAEGAN ( ft. kyle. )#celestialxdancers

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“if you want my honest opinion -” and with rae, her honest opinion was all she ever really had to gave, having been known to never sugar coat or fake a response in anyway. “i think you’re being too damn hard on yourself. c’mon, loosen up, be yourself, y’know? do what you want, and not what others want you to do.” and maybe she wasn’t one to take her own advice, but she sure knew how to give it.

#☆ RAEGAN ( starter. )#open indie #indie rp #open starter #indie starter #it's been 87 years but hi indie tags :'))

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