thinking about how so many trans fags (and I suppose transmascs and gays in general) are scared or ashamed of getting hairy or sweating more, or proudly wanting to remain twinks and "tboys" although they're grown ass adults, or all those half-jokes about T making you "stinky" and stuff and like. apart from the internalised transphobia this is all linked to glorifying an unreachable idea of youth, a thin, smooth, superficial youth, obedient and malleable and never fully accepting adult life and the responsibilities that go with it. and this is so capitalistic hell friendly but mostly such a core aspect of fascism, that cult of youth, that created desire to remain forever an adolescent.
at some point we all become adults and we all age and we all change and that's actually so precious. finding our place in our community and taking an active part in carrying it is so precious. we should never let societal bullshit take that away from us.



















