DON'T REPORT JUST BLOCK

I just wanted to hear this post in real life, and I chased that impulse.

My broken facade for a long forgotten campaign

Tangled thoughts cured by drugged entertainment

Painful droplets of the heavy acid rain

From the building storm inside my cursed brain

IV drips and useless fixes except codeine

Hypocritical for saying the reasons to abstain

Attached to a fucking nobody called cocaine

Desperately trying to end it all in vain

This isn't a party even with champagne

No relief or peace until I'm stiff and bloodstained

I'm so numb, so where's the reason to complain?

Sniff up and stuff it all up inside nice and contained

Nowhere is close to safe especially my domain,

Begging for control when I know I'm in full reign,

The intoxication is killing with how I still remain,

It's so well known and confessed that I'm insane,

Rotting inside at the start from my bad pulmonary vein,

Almost nothing can help this unbearable migraine,

Born with a broken heart and a old soul with a sprain,

My Blood poisoned with what I promised to wane,

passing out in the fast lane over and over again,

Wish I felt hopeless enough not to try and maintain,

Hopeless dedication and obsessions that I can't detain,

Maybe I'll be happy while on the spiritual plane

With no more forced smiles down the drain

Help me Break these hypothetical chains

Can you Bind me down to speak my thoughts without any refrain?

Or will I avoid my sobriety while trembling in pain

Self medicating enough that it's legally inhumane

It's not the cause but it's only me I'll blame

I'll begin change inside Hospital walls so plain