eating salami feeling so blessed that i had a fulfilling weekend

Maybe because i’m very emotional right now because im in my luteal phase but, i had spent the night crying because i wish i knew my mother tongue more and i spent most of the night trying to find an app or a language class that i could join and i told my boyfriend that this was something i really wanted to do to be closer to my heritage. He instantly face times me and finds a website that has flash cards and starts doing them with me and we spent about an hour learning together and guessing what words could mean and practicing our pronunciation. in other words i feel very loved.

for my mental health i will not be going to see Mitski this weekend