All My Good Stuff

Unified and broken by devastating events. There's an unidentifiable pain fueled by helplessness when there's a problem on a global level. There needs to be an interaction on a greater scale to bring peace and to deliver safety and a sense of calm. What do we do? How do we know what direction is right? The biggest fear always being, what's next?

There have just been too many young people that have died in my life for it to be less than a coincidence. Every odd numbered year a young person, my age has died suddenly. The causes range from car accidents, suicide, drug over doses, but it always hurts and it always fells like this can't be a theme in anyone else's life. I don't know what this means but I'm sad and I'm so exhausted from hurting. I'm almost becoming desensitized to the shock which makes it worse.

"Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower" #mtwatatic #october #autumn

To drink a glass of wine, get yourself off, and know that you're doing ok.