Panic Attacks and Comfort:
Summary: after her big fight with Ibuki and Free, Rosaleen stormed out of the room and down the hallway and during her storming down the hallway, she has a panic attack, and Agata comes to the rescue and clams her down.
Warnings: cursing, panic attacks, anxiety and fear, angst.
Rosaleen stormed down the hallway, an angry look on her face, she didn’t know where she was going, but at that moment she didn’t care she had to get away from the lions.
Earlier, she had gotten into a fight with the lions after her mother had gotten injured. She and Free started yelling at each other till Free shouted out “Well, maybe we should put the old bitch out of her misery then!” right in Rosaleen’s face, causing her to slap the lion for disrespecting her mother like that. After she did that, Agata yelled out her name, causing her to think he was taking their side instead of her side.
And that’s when she finally stormed out of there. Rosaleen was furious, she stomped as she walked, her eyes filled with anger and tinge of hurt.
“How dare those fucking bastards do this to my mom?!” She thought angrily to herself as she stomped down the hallway.
And then she got angry thinking about what Free said, his words swirling in her mind, causing to growl as she walked furiously down the hallway.
“If that fucking bitch, ever touches my mom… I’ll rip his fucking throat out!!!” Rosaleen vowed to herself as she walked furiously.
Her mind was so full of angry thoughts at the Shishigumi lions, at that moment she wanted them all to pay for what they did to her mom, she couldn’t help but think of all the times her mom was crying and going through therapy… all the times her mom was in pure agony and misery… it made her even more angry.
“THIS IS ALL IBUKI’S FAULT!!!!!!” She screamed angrily in her mind. “My mom might die because of them… because of him!” She thought angrily once more. And then her anger turned into realization for a moment.
“Mom might die…..” Rosaleen thought as the realization hit her fast. She began to walk slowly as it hit her and then she stopped.
“I might lose my mom from this! No! No! No! I can’t lose my mom! She’s the only parent I got! I can’t lose her… I can’t… I CAN’T!!!” Rosaleen thought in a panicked way.
And then she began to breathe heavily as her mind was filled with anxious fearful thoughts. Her eyes then started ringing as the thoughts progressed, her vision started getting blurry as well.
As she began to breathe rapidly, she felt a tightness in her chest all of a sudden, causing her to clutch her chest, she felt like she couldn’t breathe.
She then got on the floor and began to sit up against the wall as she held onto her chest as she couldn’t breathe. At this moment she knew that she was now experiencing her first ever…. Panic Attack…..
But little did she know… someone was about to come to her aid….
Agata ran after Rosaleen as best as he could, but he got to admit his girlfriend was a lot faster than him, due to her horse genes. He then now realized he lost sight of the young woman he loved and began to call out for her.
“Rosaleen! Rosaleen!, Where are you?! Come back!” Agata cried out for Rosaleen in a frantic manner.
And then began to walk down the hallway looking for Rosaleen. “Oh Rex! I shouldn’t have blurted out her name like that… now she thinks I’m against her… I wonder where she went now… I hope she gives me a chance to explain myself…..” Agata thought worriedly to himself.
Agata kept walking down the hallway for at least few minutes till he heard the sound of someone breathing heavily in a frantic manner.
Agata turned around the corner and was about to say “Rosaleen?” Till he stopped and saw Rosaleen on the ground in a curled up position. He noticed she was clutching her chest and breathing heavily, it looked like to him she was not breathing properly by the way she was clutching her chest. Agata immediately knew that she was having a panic attack right now.
Without hesitation, Agata walk up towards her quickly. “Rosaleen!” He called out worriedly to her and try to got to her side in an attempt to calm her down.
Rosaleen looked up and saw Agata and panicked, through her breathing heavily, she tried to move away from Agata, while she put up her arms in an attempt to get Agata away from her. As soon as she did that, the pain in her chest became worse and she went back to clutching her chest again.
Agata saw how she tried to push him away from her, but then decided to calmly kneel in front of her to get her to breathe.
Without hesitation, he got on his knees in front of her and placed both of his hands gently on her face and began to hold her face to make her look at him.
“Ssh.. Ssh… Rosaleen… ssh look in my eyes…. Calm down…. Breathe slowly…. In and out…. Please…” he told her gently as he stroked her cheek gently with his finger.
Rosaleen snapped out of a bit and looked in Agata’s eyes as he instructed and she began to breathe in and out slowly.
They did this for about few minutes, till finally she began to be calm again. As soon as she was calm, the reality hit her now of the condition of her mom. As soon as it hit her, she began to cry and sob uncontrollably as if her heart was breaking.
Agata was completely off guard as he saw his girlfriend began to cry and sob. His eyes then softened as he looked at her with sympathy.
“Oh sweetie… it’s okay…. Ssh… I’m here….” Agata consoled her as he kissed her forehead gently and then brought her in his arms to hold her. He sat down as he pulled her in his arms and held her like this as she cried in his arms.
“Oh Agata…. This shouldn’t be happening… mom shouldn’t be in this situation…. She shouldn’t be injured like this…. I don’t want to lose her….” Rosaleen cried out as she cried harder in his arms after saying she didn’t want to lose her mom.
Agata looked at her sympathetically as she said this, he stroked her back gently in an attempt to calm her down.
“Ssh, Rosie… you’re not going to lose your mom… nothing bad is going to happen to her… your mom is a fighter… she’ll get through this…. And me and the guys…..” Agata said in an attempt to soothe her but then as he said the guys she looked at him quickly..
“I don’t want them near my mom!” She told him quickly with a look of seriousness.
Agata looked at her in shocked and was about to object till she began to speak again.
“You heard what Free said… he said that they should put the old bitch out of her misery… like he wants to kill my mom… like he wants her dead!” She began to cry harder as she sad that.
Agata looked at her in shocked at what she just told him and looked at her in sympathy.
“Damn it! Free! Why did you say that to her!” He cursed Free in his head.. he was definitely going to talk to Free about this, but for now, he had to comfort Rosaleen.
Ssh Rosaleen, nothing like that is going to happen… I promise… no one is ever going to hurt your mother.. I won’t let any harm come to your mother….” Agata promised her gently.
And after hearing that, Rosaleen calmed down a bit and just rest her head on Agata’s shoulder a bit.
They sat there in silence for a few minutes, till Agata decided it was time for the both of them to get off the floor
He helped Rosaleen get up a bit… and as soon as they stood up. Agata got a good look at Rosaleen, he could tell she was tired by the look in her face and her eyes were red from crying.
“Maybe we should go get you some water….” Agata suggested hopefully.
Rosaleen nodded her head quietly and followed Agata to the kitchen.
“I better explain this to her later after she has calmed down a bit… she looks so exhausted right now…” Agata thought to himself and then silently led Rosaleen to the kitchen.
They both walked in silence to the kitchen, both not knowing what will happen next, but hoping that everything will be alright…. Especially with Rosaleen’s injured mother.












