If you are considered undeserving that doesn't make you un-needing.

I fucking hate online dating. Swiping is not a social activity.

The rule of six is fucking useless to me. I don’t even have the one friend to be around.

Just opened my thesaurus, expecting I might learn a new word, and at the top left corner of the page in bold type is the word “dead” 

I want to make love with a woman.

Dragging myself from one task to another seems to be the hardest thing right now, not the tasks themselves once I have started them. The time spent procrastinating between these tasks makes up for more time than the tasks combined. I can't bring myself to get changed so that I can exercise on the turbo trainer, nor will I fill a small glass jar with water so I can try out some new paint brushes that arrived yesterday.

My life was already lacking before the covid-19 pandemic. I still feel like I don’t have any friends.