hyperwebster of fallacy.

so i actually read & finished this book last week, but it’s taken me a hot minute to fully process and compartmentalize my feelings. this book broke me, stitched me back together and then broke me again. 

- when venka died?? i wanted to chuck the book across the room bc i cannot hANDle the ambiguity. i’m going to pretend i never read rin’s dialogue bc she cANNot be a spy for nezha. i hate it here.

- i’m still confused as to how the letters got there? was it really venka? my mind refuses to believe that but i’m also too braindead to come up with anymore viable theories 

- i honestly thought that the dragon controlling nezha would be riga, but i was pleasantly surprised

- when nezha protected rin and rin’s first instinct was to check whether or not he was okay (i’m not crying you are)

- when bby girl went back to tikany and cried for tutor freyik,, man i just wanted to jump through the pages and hug her ugh

- when she started embracing her southern identity !! yes girl be proud of who you are

- when rin couldn’t kill nezha

- when nezha said he never wanted to kill rin

- i’mnotokay