Padma Lakshmi gay Dodgers win Andrew made dinner I can’t tell you how embarrassing romantic and satisfying today is for me specifically

i literally dont have anything to overcome rn i just have to figure out what i want to do with my life before i have to decide whether i want to have children it is freeing to realize that you don't actually have to have a wedding or do anything you don't want to do so i finally don't feel like i'm waiting for the next thing but now i just have time and i don't have my adolescent fantasies of living in cool cities anymore bc i tried that and it was very expensive and i missed home and farmers markets sunshine expensive hair oil and being in love are gorgeous and i feel sincere gratitude but if i'm honest not really scratching the itch so now i just have to like try things and do things and look for invigorating activities and endeavors but i am tired after work every single day