cas - she/her - 25

“All night you waited for morning, all morning / for afternoon, all afternoon for night; / and still the longing sings.”

“I like misty autumn mornings, and cold snowy winter nights. Rainstorms bring me inner peace, thunder sets my soul alight. I care not for summer, days too long, the heavy heat. Give me candlelight evenings, early darkness, a silent street.”

“There is an ache that begins in the sound of an old blues song. It becomes a house where all the lights have gone out but one. And it burns and burns until there is only the blue smoke of dawn and everyone is sleeping in someone’s arms even the flowers even the sound of a thousand silences. And the arms of night in the arms of day. Everyone except me.”

We often want it so badly that we ruin it before it begins. Overthinking. Fantasizing. Imagining. Expecting. Worrying. Doubting. Just let it naturally evolve