elia has learned that marriage is not what the court thinks it is. not entirely, not the jeweled cloak placed over her shoulders, not the septon’s words, not the careful smile she wore while half the realm watched to see if dorne would bend prettily beneath dragon hands. marriage is quieter than that. stranger. it is discovering which silences belong to discomfort & which belong to peace. it is knowing the sound of his step before he speaks. it is finding, despite herself, that she has begun to turn pages more slowly when she expects him. the book rests open in her lap, though she has not read the same line properly in several moments. the sunlight is warm against her cheek, warmer than king’s landing deserves to be. for a breath, she lets herself pretend the library is not inside a castle full of watchers . that she is not a princess weighed by every servant’s glance, every whisper dressed as courtesy, every question about sons yet unborn. then rhaegar speaks, and the spell does not break so much as shift. ❝ you should always be concerned when i am reading, your grace. ❞ the title is tilted just enough for him to see, though her finger remains poised over the passage as if she might defend it from him. ❝ books are very dangerous things. they often encourage women to think. ❞ a smile touches the corner of her mouth, brief as dornish shade. she remembers his misquoted philosopher with more fondness than triumph, though she would sooner perish than confess it too plainly. rhaegar targaryen has enough songs written about him. he does not need her giving him another victory. ❝ and you were misquoting him, ❞ she adds, gentle as a blade slid back into silk. ❝ repeatedly. it would have been cruel to let you continue. ❞ elia watches him settle into the chair opposite hers, watches the prince abandon duty with a grace most men reserve for entering battle. there are shadows beneath the beauty of him. there always are. prophecy, grief, some old sorrow that seems to have known him since childhood . but here, with golden light in his hair & a council somewhere being neglected, he looks almost young. [ in her mind she repeats : do not be foolish. ] but fondness is a foolish thing, it grows where it is not invited. ❝ perhaps that is not my talent at all, ❞ she says, closing the book around one slender finger to keep her place. ❝ perhaps your duties are simply not as captivating as you pretend. ❞ @case-study