Carrie the pink

So I'm a week into my new job and loving it. So surprised at the positive attitudes of the employees and company. First time in a long time I feel like I might be part of something that not only cares about its public but staff too.

Just decorated new drawers before we put them together, operation ' sort out house' is a go

New cushions!

Starting my day by watching ELvira, mistress of the dark

My purty nails for work today

Some evenings there's is lol light in life. This evening it was drinks with lovely peep I used to work with followed by yo! Sushi with peeps. So good

I am going the endeavour on a journey of self discovery. I am going to help get my body and mind into shape, but there is one thing that starving myself and weight lifting won't help and that is the dreaded.... double chin, triple chin, jowls, toad face, face fat.. I could go on. I HATE mine! When I was younger I found it bearable but as I have gotten older my face seems to be surcoming to fat and gravity and I feel like I have no control. I actually like most of my facial features but am really upset about what its becoming. I am going to join a gym and eat healthier but it won't help this. I have always felt young at heart and in a way always looked younger ygM I am ( I'm 32) but over the past year my jowls are starting to give the game ( and my age away). I feel so ugly and not myself. Which brings me to this, I am seriously considering surgery. The rest of my body I can work on myself but not this. I need help. I try and read up bits about it online but most things want to much info, which I don't want to give. Maybe someone out there knows more about it. I will keep looking into it. I am serious about it. Think I will start saving and ask for Xmas money towards so I can make a lasting difference in my life. As wonderful as tattoos are as a permanent body adjustment, this will help my self esteemed beyond doubt. I will save somehow...

Customized an old necklace with other broken pendant to create an awesome new piece