Pretty Girl Ave

Both of them loved Nova being their small little girl and were dreading her growing up. Max was sure that all parents had felt this way but that didn't help much. "It's sad to hate it and yet look forward to all the little things we'll see her do and be. I guess we can't have it both ways." They would if they could though. Max wouldn't fight her on it, he knew why she would do it and the comfort that it had given her. He wasn't away from home so he never needed something like that. She on the other hand was never home, so she needed something to make her feel at home as much as possible. He couldn't imagine always being gone on the road like she had been. Their worlds were so different and yet at times similar. "Yeah, don't want her to accidently lose it because she would be inconsolable. I always thought it was cute that you had Lucky. Never thought any less of you for it, just knew you needed him." He couldn't help but laugh but she wasn't wrong. "I don't mind you dragging me along with you. I enjoy it actually. I wasn't too sure that I would when we first started dating but I like seeing the world with you even if it's just here in the states. I like having you close and getting to watch you in your element, being a boss and seeing you get an adrenaline rush from performing. It's similar to mine but lasts longer. I'm in there maybe twenty minutes where you're on stage at least an hour sometimes two. You come back to my arms soaked in sweat, exhausted but running on the energy of it all.

She shook her head, “we can’t have it both ways. I am happy to watch her grow, see who she becomes.” That was the one thing she couldn’t wait for, to see who Nova would become as she got older. If her personality would be more like Sabrina’s, or Max’s, a just a complete mixture of both.  She smiled as he mentioned that he didn’t think less of her for having a stuffed animal. She was sure other men would or find her childish in a sense for it. “I’m glad you understand that I needed him. I never wanted you think less of me for it. Or find me weird that I still needed something like Lucky.” She never hid him from her life. She had photos of her as an adult with him. But she was interested in Max and didn’t think he’d be into her for that reason alone. “You’re easier to drag along, and you’re a lot more like a giant teddy bear. At least you can hug me back and kiss me to keep me warm.” And boy did she miss that on nights when they were apart. She always worse one of his shirts to bed if they weren’t together for some reason. “I’m glad you love seeing the world me too. I’ve been making new memories with you in different countries.” She had already travelled a lot by the time they got together, but she was enjoying making newer and at times, happier memories in certain places with Max. And now she couldn’t wait for them to show their daughter the world. “I do get an adrenaline rush from performing. And it’s so hard to come down from the high from it. It’s why I don’t go to sleep for hours or make you make love to me after a show so I can get tired.” She laughed. “Gotta use you when I can,” she teased.

He knew five was a lot and didn't expect her to want five kids so he just chuckled. "Two is plenty, kitten. I don't expect five. I know that's a lot and on our schedules, it's undoable. I know we could have them later in life but I don't want to do that. I would prefer us have our kids when we're still young and have the energy for them plus it's harder on women the older they get." Sabrina was always his biggest concern and he didn't want her to have any complications. "I appreciate and love you so much for all you do for us and our family." He told her as his fingers feathered lightly through her blonde hair. Playing with her hair was one of his favorite things to do. "Good because sometimes you let things get to you and shouldn't. People are jealous of you and of how much we love each other." He knew his ex was jealous and hated that they were together. There were also a lot of haters just for the hell of it that would try and nit pick her motherhood as well as his fatherhood. He had been called a lot of things when they first started dating, not so much by her fans but those that liked to tear her down. He liked that with him feeding her, she could focus on holding Nova and just enjoying the moment. "I can see how that would be an amazing feeling."