I've been in the background since it all began so i know you aren't guilty of the charges. relationship or not, I think doing the right thing matters.

For four days, I put everything else aside to stand by you. I spent my days at the police station from 7am until 11pm . I barely ate. I barely rested. I mean, how could I have possibly with all that was happening? My body lost weight because of the stress, and I was willing to accept that because I thought being there for you mattered.

Then you looked at me...the version of me that was exhausted from helping you and asked, "how am I not supposed to be attracted to other women when you look like this?"

Do you understand how cruel that is?

The way I looked was a consequence of standing beside you. The body you criticized was the body that had been sacrificing itself for you.Do you realize that "this" was the result of loving you through one of the hardest moments of your life?

I was wearing exhaustion. I was wearing worry. I was wearing sacrifice.

not a friend who knows anything about me. not someone who already has an image of me in their mind.

not ChatGPT. I just want -