believing enough can change your entire reality.

may god continue to soften my heart & balance my mind.

never really been mysterious. i’m just private and like to keep my damn business to myself sometimes.

my momma been in a coma for almost a year now, ain’t really been no update. doctors gave my family about 6 months before they decided to pull the plug. first few months i cried almost everyday. me and my momma talked everyday so the shit actually seem insane we wouldn’t be able to see each other until i transition into the spirit realm & i know i’ll have long life so… shit fucked up in retrospect. now i’m kinda in a middle ground with everything. my momma has prayed a lot for changed but never seem to witness it fully in her physical life. a month ago she came to me in my dream & basically told me let her go. for clarity, for love, for forgiveness for all the things i couldn’t give to her. she told me would do much better for me as spirit, guiding me every step of my journey. when i woke up i was crying all day. i had already been so attached to her physical, i realized that’s one of main spiritual hygiene in this life. when i’m doing readings, her spirit pops up, even while in the coma. it registered she was much stronger wherever she was in the spirit realm, already seizing her magic she couldn’t attain on this earth. it was never in plans for me to lose my mother at this age, however it seem she knew i would be okay to roam this earth with all the wisdom i’ve gained. i felt alone for a few months, now i just feel like i can do anything. with her love, her protection, i see all that she’s given me, as her child, anything is possible.

at times, i laugh because i’m reminded all of my ancestors weren’t kings, priestess, righteous, let alone even sometimes good people. some of them were thieves, robbers & evil spirits. 😭

finding different ways to go from artist to retire as a herbalist practitioner who reads all day & sells his art every 3 years for a couple hundred dollars just to give it back to the community.

pray before you start your day & i promise it make a difference.